Yeah your pattern sounds like mine, except I moved from liquor to mostly wine because I could just pack so much vodka away I'd be drunk for weeks on end, but then I'd drink so much wine the same pattern repeated itself. I should really reconsider Vivitrol I think. I had a bad reaction to naltrexone so I ruled it out and plus I would still get just as wasted on it. Antabuse is outdated and I've been on Campral too. I noticed it did help reduce all sorts of compulsive behaviors, I wasn't obsessing over sex or impulse buying, but I just couldn't stay off the sauce. Right now I'm on baclofen and gabapentin and Ativan and Vistarii for anxiety. My doctor is frustrated with me because he prescribed the benzo to keep me from drinking, but I still choose to drink instead of taking the benzo.
Anyway, thanks. I think I'm going to do rehab again. This will be my second go.