Once upon a time, a young girl looking for an escape from the pain and sorrow from a difficult break-up stumbled upon a website called bluelight. Just a young, naive experimenter with ecstasy, she wanted to find out more information about the drug. So the experimentation, and unlikely love story with bluelight, more specifically its members, began. Finally a place to discover more about this new drug she began to fall in love with along with virtually chatting with a world of extremely interesting people. Soon she began to recognize familiar names and form virtual friendships, slowly pushing the aching feeling of her terrible break-up behind her.
After a few weeks of posting away, a friendly bluelighter extends the hand of friendship beyond the computer screen. She contemplates meeting him, but meeting people from online was much less creepy back then, so she goes for it. She needed to create her own circle of friends since she was left with no one after the break-up. Meeting her first blue lighter went terrifically. He was a great guy, very friendly and just as energetic in person as his posts were online. Thus she began her bluelight trip, down the rabbit hole she went.
After being introduced to a few more bluelighters, her first bluelight party was soon underway. She was meeting people she would forge lasting bonds with unknowingly. How could a simple website instigate such friendships? After all, it was a website about drugs. But there was something magical about ecstasy, it brought out a side of her she thought never existed. What happened to that shy heartbroken girl, too introverted to make new friends easily? While she was on ecstasy, those fears melted away, and a new person emerged. Dancing and giving some amazing light shows were some of her favorite things to do while on E. Talking, whippit hugs, and kissing also became a favorite for her. Traveling and meeting new bluelighters was a time she truly looked forward to. It was a world unknown, with many new adventures and many fantastic posts discussing the outlandish happenings.
Regardless of how people view bluelight now, this was a time she will never forget, and it all began anonymously at bluelight. Over the years those friendships have faded and yet some still remain. The names and posts have evolved and the site has progressed, but those memories remain. Eleven years later, she still returns to bluelight, to peek in at the new conversations and new names. She's not sure what draws her back each time, maybe it's the memories. Or maybe it's the chance to find an old friend still posting. Perhaps it's the change that happened deep inside her, because of ecstasy and those wonderful people she met along this journey called life. Whatever it is, she will be forever grateful for stumbling across some website called bluelight.
After a few weeks of posting away, a friendly bluelighter extends the hand of friendship beyond the computer screen. She contemplates meeting him, but meeting people from online was much less creepy back then, so she goes for it. She needed to create her own circle of friends since she was left with no one after the break-up. Meeting her first blue lighter went terrifically. He was a great guy, very friendly and just as energetic in person as his posts were online. Thus she began her bluelight trip, down the rabbit hole she went.
After being introduced to a few more bluelighters, her first bluelight party was soon underway. She was meeting people she would forge lasting bonds with unknowingly. How could a simple website instigate such friendships? After all, it was a website about drugs. But there was something magical about ecstasy, it brought out a side of her she thought never existed. What happened to that shy heartbroken girl, too introverted to make new friends easily? While she was on ecstasy, those fears melted away, and a new person emerged. Dancing and giving some amazing light shows were some of her favorite things to do while on E. Talking, whippit hugs, and kissing also became a favorite for her. Traveling and meeting new bluelighters was a time she truly looked forward to. It was a world unknown, with many new adventures and many fantastic posts discussing the outlandish happenings.
Regardless of how people view bluelight now, this was a time she will never forget, and it all began anonymously at bluelight. Over the years those friendships have faded and yet some still remain. The names and posts have evolved and the site has progressed, but those memories remain. Eleven years later, she still returns to bluelight, to peek in at the new conversations and new names. She's not sure what draws her back each time, maybe it's the memories. Or maybe it's the chance to find an old friend still posting. Perhaps it's the change that happened deep inside her, because of ecstasy and those wonderful people she met along this journey called life. Whatever it is, she will be forever grateful for stumbling across some website called bluelight.
