Old sober guy seeking new insight.

[sobriety1]

After reading a few of the postings I am probably out of my depth but I have made a conscious decision to look into the LIMITED use of psychedelics to help me break through some very old emotional blocks that no amount of therapy, 12 step work, etc., etc., etc....... has gotten me past! I have talked with a few of my younger acquaintances and feel that the chance of finding pure MDMA through them is minimal at best. This forum is a new experience for me and I plan on treading lightly on what transpires. I do not have a desire to forfeit my hard won sobriety but I also feel compelled to take the next step which may be the one to (with some guidance and clear intent) break through these barriers to forgiving myself and others!
Namaste

 

[HdoubleODeezy]

Welcome to Bluelight
We are based on harm reduction here so whatever you choose to use as a drug, just ask and we will help you do it safely to the best of our ability.

Congratulations on your sobriety so far.. remember it's a life long battle and there's only one way to win-
Don't cave or do anything that may lead you to.

Some psychedelics may help you understand more about yourself and the world around you. They are not my "cup of tea" though, but there are many on here with great knowledge on them.

I'm more of a downer person- opiates and benzos are my vices.

Good luck on your ventures and if you have any question about anything whether regarding using the site or a question about a certain drug don't hesitate to ask at all.
It's what we're here for.

Again Welcome to BL %)

-HOOD

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Welcome to Bluelight!

It sounds like you've come to the right place.

 

[nasphame]

Hey welcome, I'm also a new member, but have used this site and comas, (hehe) a lot in my research on everything. But I m pretty sure it is against the ToS to ask people blatantly about scoring scheduled stuff [SNIP]. And maybe even lurk around the forums of the substances that you think may help you. never know what you may find. Also I think you should do some google research on "research chemicals", because depending on what state you live in, something that would fit the bill for you might be in the "grey" area of the law. here is a link on some common "RCs" that people have been ordering online for awhile. It seems to me as soon as a state or federal gov. gets around to banning some thing there is a similar compound up for grabs. Designer drug - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia I truely hope that taking this step and putting yourself out there will help you better come to terms with your life and the world around you. Best of luck and be safe.