Ok I'm bored at work on a Saturday morning and randomly decided to do a search with my name to see what popped up. I've been on BL for 3 1/2 years and unbelievably, some of my very first posts were still in the archive! Goddamn was I a naive lil' PLUR-spouting, e-tarded, cracked-out kandykid newbie!
If you have a lil' time to spare, why not do a search (you may get more hits if you input your user name and search by keyword and select "show results as posts" rather than threads) and see what you come up with!! Here's one of mine from the Old Bluelight Discussion forum (remember that...LOOOONG before the Lounge or even Social came into existence?!):
Thread: "What is a Raver?" 16-01-2000
I can't believe I said PLUR...shoot me NOW please. Hehehehe ....sooooo jaded now, LOL.

Thread: "What is a Raver?" 16-01-2000
I have many friends, including my parents, who look down on me for being a raver. They only see the drug aspect, and nothing else. Yes, I admit, the drugs are a part of it... but they do not define what a raver is for me.
A raver is NOT just anyone who goes to raves.
A raver is NOT just someone who wears phat pants.
A raver is NOT just someone who does xtc and/or any other drugs.
A raver is NOT a person of any certain age, gender, or race, or a part of a certain social group in society.
**For me:
A raver is someone who's love for the music has become part of his/her soul.
A raver is someone who HAS to party because he/she truly *loves* the scene.
A raver is someone who gives not expecting to get anything back, whether it be candy, a hug, or even just a smile.
A raver is someone who approaches everything with an open mind, peace in their soul and love in their heart.
A raver is someone who accepts and respects all people, regardless of age, gender or race.
A raver is someone who knows the true meaning of PLUR and carries it home with them long after the party is over and spreads it around to everyone they know.
This is what being a raver means to me. This is why I think I'll still consider myself a raver even when I'm 80 years old and have no teeth and can't get up to dance! Just my opinion.
PLUR,
kimmy
I can't believe I said PLUR...shoot me NOW please. Hehehehe ....sooooo jaded now, LOL.
