Okay let's try this again...

[Not Dead Yet]

Hang in there girl. It's a brutal place to be. Even one shot of dope will put you right back at the beginning. I've done it too many times to count. Michael

 

[Junkiegirl23]

Yeah I'm still hanging in there and sticking with it... I have 98 days clean now I haven't relapsed since I started this thread


EXjg

 

[natedoggy]

withdrawal makes me use, benzos make me use more instead of knock me out, i keep relapsing over and over. how does anyone quit this shit?! its destroying my life.... advice??!?

 

[manboychef]

withdrawal makes me use, benzos make me use more instead of knock me out, i keep relapsing over and over. how does anyone quit this shit?! its destroying my life.... advice??!?

its all desire my man. desire will bring you to the point that you would do anything to stop.

 

[Tanner Blaze]

wow congrats its so rare to stay clean. usually someone will post they are getting clean and then disappear from this site which is actually a good sign, but then a few months later I'll recognize their user name back on here and they're using again. Keep it up and stay strong!

 

[Ligaturd]

Congrats. I am actually sort of jealous. I chose Suboxone this time and if I had just endured I would be over the withdrawl by now. I failed every other time though. It feels like purgatory, I have to take it wvery day and it doesn't have any effects mentally I don't even get constipation. I am depndant on an opioid and it doesn't pacify my anxiety or depression and I still have to look forward to a long taper with increased anxiety and depression for a few months and then the post acute withdrawal syndrome for 6 months after that. Which ever way people choose to get it done we all deserve happiness, fulfillment and sobriety.