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Stimulants Ok I’m high, now what?

Raya22

Raya22

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I absolutely hate when I get all fucked up and have no one to be high with or talk to.. it’s like the second I hit that lock button on my phone I feel a tremendous weight of loneliness.

So in return I usually start looking something up, which leads to one thing then another.. next thing ya know it’s the afternoon and I feel like a scumbag for wasting my day away.

Somebody please, talk to me and fulfill my morning even just a little? I don’t care what we talk about.. lol
 
Snafu in the Void said:
Spring is here. Birds are chirping. Leaves are growing.

You might get more chit chat in The Lounge, but lots of trolls there. Beware.
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Yeah the lounge is probably where I need to be but I get lost here easily. Anyone is welcome to move me if they please
 
Raya22 said:
and thankfully it is NOT snowing here lol.
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What are you going to do with your day?

How have you been feeling ( besides high ) lately and how are your friends and family doing?

Would you rather eat a cup of dirt or a cup of horseradish?

What is your favorite color?

What have you had to eat lately that was absolutely divine?

What is your favorite thing to do when you are out and about? Shop? Go out to eat? Walk in the park?

xoxo
Raya22 said:
Yeah the lounge is probably where I need to be but I get lost here easily. Anyone is welcome to move me if they please
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DO not whatever you do go in the lounge when you are feeling vulnerable. It is not for the faint of heart. Unless of course you are who i think you are and know the lounge well. ;)
 
Nurse Ratched said:
What are you going to do with your day?

How have you been feeling ( besides high ) lately and how are your friends and family doing?

Would you rather eat a cup of dirt or a cup of horseradish?

What is your favorite color?

What have you had to eat lately that was absolutely divine?

What is your favorite thing to do when you are out and about? Shop? Go out to eat? Walk in the park?

xoxo

DO not whatever you do go in the lounge when you are feeling vulnerable. It is not for the faint of heart. Unless of course you are who i think you are and know the lounge well. ;)
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I’m always feeling vulnerable! 😜😜

Jk I’ll stay here with you! 😂
 
Nurse Ratched said:
What are you going to do with your day?

How have you been feeling ( besides high ) lately and how are your friends and family doing?

Would you rather eat a cup of dirt or a cup of horseradish?

What is your favorite color?

What have you had to eat lately that was absolutely divine?

What is your favorite thing to do when you are out and about? Shop? Go out to eat? Walk in the park?

xoxo

DO not whatever you do go in the lounge when you are feeling vulnerable. It is not for the faint of heart. Unless of course you are who i think you are and know the lounge well. ;)
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Ok so my day? I have no idea actually.. usually I never do. I have a pharmacy to go visit here shortly 😁😁

Lately I’ve felt like crap and I don’t really talk with my family much these days.. (obviously I do not own any such friends.)

Horseradish, GREEN!, and cheesecake 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

I just like driving. It’s too peoply out there 🫣🫣🫣
 
Today I felt so high while driving, I don't know what the fuck happent...
maybe my dopamine receptors are growing/recovering from kratom "abuse"? makes no sense to me since it's not the first time I quit (more like the 9th or 10th long t-break...)
I only took 2 coffees, not super charged or anything... I was just driving and singing, I think it was Soundgarden or Pearl Jam, I mean, I was singing aloud, but nothing else.
I think the high from singing should be studied, probably it's some kind of wim-hof kind of shit, but oh boy if it works...
I was feeling almost dizzy and very euphoric. I thought about stopping the car!
I'm feeling pretty lonely here too, there's barely no people who I can share anything, little islands are full of un-interesting people, very basic and boring.
 
Neuroborean said:
Today I felt so high while driving, I don't know what the fuck happent...
maybe my dopamine receptors are growing/recovering from kratom "abuse"? makes no sense to me since it's not the first time I quit (more like the 9th or 10th long t-break...)
I only took 2 coffees, not super charged or anything... I was just driving and singing, I think it was Soundgarden or Pearl Jam, I mean, I was singing aloud, but nothing else.
I think the high from singing should be studied, probably it's some kind of wim-hof kind of shit, but oh boy if it works...
I was feeling almost dizzy and very euphoric. I thought about stopping the car!
I'm feeling pretty lonely here too, there's barely no people who I can share anything, little islands are full of un-interesting people, very basic and boring.
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IIRC singing stimulates the vagus nerve so you may have discovered something helpful.
 
Neuroborean said:
Today I felt so high while driving, I don't know what the fuck happent...
maybe my dopamine receptors are growing/recovering from kratom "abuse"? makes no sense to me since it's not the first time I quit (more like the 9th or 10th long t-break...)
I only took 2 coffees, not super charged or anything... I was just driving and singing, I think it was Soundgarden or Pearl Jam, I mean, I was singing aloud, but nothing else.
I think the high from singing should be studied, probably it's some kind of wim-hof kind of shit, but oh boy if it works...
I was feeling almost dizzy and very euphoric. I thought about stopping the car!
I'm feeling pretty lonely here too, there's barely no people who I can share anything, little islands are full of un-interesting people, very basic and boring.
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Sounds really cool. If you were singing it's very possible that it raised your vibration. It's happened to me quite a lot..
 
Raya22 said:
I absolutely hate when I get all fucked up and have no one to be high with or talk to.. it’s like the second I hit that lock button on my phone I feel a tremendous weight of loneliness.

So in return I usually start looking something up, which leads to one thing then another.. next thing ya know it’s the afternoon and I feel like a scumbag for wasting my day away.

Somebody please, talk to me and fulfill my morning even just a little? I don’t care what we talk about.. lol
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I personally believe that being high alone is fun. Exploring intellectual pursuits whether it be reading up on a subject matter, watching a documentary, listening to a podcast, or listening to or composing music or art.
For stimulants, I enjoy finishing a project that would have taken me a week in two days and marvelling at the completed project afterwards.
 
Opi_Kid_Rock said:
I personally believe that being high alone is fun. Exploring intellectual pursuits whether it be reading up on a subject matter, watching a documentary, listening to a podcast, or listening to or composing music or art.
For stimulants, I enjoy finishing a project that would have taken me a week in two days and marvelling at the completed project afterwards.
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Under normal circumstances I would enjoy it too.. But it’s been like this for over 4 years now so when I’m feeling good and not depressed, I like to socialize if that makes sense
 
I feel you. Sometimes I enjoy my solitude, but oftentimes the silence is deafening and loneliness creeps in. I've always felt a bit like an introverted extrovert. Like I need to be around people or I'll go mad, but I also get drained from too much social activity.
 
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