megawoof
Bluelighter
find life such a funny thing really as friday i had planned down to i thought near perfect suicide but shit no im still hear
i waved goodbye partner in morn of friday about 830GMT
went to fridge to get bottle of champagne out , opened it started to guzzle it thought shit ill have a few glasses as pharmacy will be open now ill get my methadone to which is 44ml drank that in pharmacy skipped back home to get my bag of tricks out
20 old style OC80 already scrapped the green off all was need was to crush
which i did and started eating them with the booze
10ml vial fentanyl citrate would of been 2 10ml vial but in excitment one fell off cabinent and smashed on carpert (10ml=50mg morphine im)
2 amps of demerol 200mg altogether
and about 40 10mg nitrazepam tabs with rest of the booze
left the 3 15mg midzaloam amps till last im again thought oh well thats me gone bye bye
only to wake up at 1500GMT
kinda still out of it but really only with a massive headache and mild reneal failure for 24 hrs (as in wanting to piss but couldnt get anything to come out)
partner came home at1700GMT to him yelling at me as there was glass vial/amp all over bedroom floor
why is it you get sum people taking 160mg of OC few glasses of wine and the odd vallium only to be found dead it just beats me it does
i waved goodbye partner in morn of friday about 830GMT
went to fridge to get bottle of champagne out , opened it started to guzzle it thought shit ill have a few glasses as pharmacy will be open now ill get my methadone to which is 44ml drank that in pharmacy skipped back home to get my bag of tricks out
20 old style OC80 already scrapped the green off all was need was to crush
which i did and started eating them with the booze
10ml vial fentanyl citrate would of been 2 10ml vial but in excitment one fell off cabinent and smashed on carpert (10ml=50mg morphine im)
2 amps of demerol 200mg altogether
and about 40 10mg nitrazepam tabs with rest of the booze
left the 3 15mg midzaloam amps till last im again thought oh well thats me gone bye bye
only to wake up at 1500GMT
kinda still out of it but really only with a massive headache and mild reneal failure for 24 hrs (as in wanting to piss but couldnt get anything to come out)
partner came home at1700GMT to him yelling at me as there was glass vial/amp all over bedroom floor
why is it you get sum people taking 160mg of OC few glasses of wine and the odd vallium only to be found dead it just beats me it does