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oh no!! the magic??

Ricko, I've provided you with more than enough information.

Your monkey study deals with INJECTING 5mg per kg (about 290mg for a 130lb human) TWICE a day for 4 days. Forget the fact that this is not how most people dose MDMA, posting a study that found if a 130lb monkey was injected with over a half gram of pure MDMA daily for 4 days it would show a partial recovery is hardly a case for your "magic loss", especially after considering that a human brain is likely far more resilient. Did you inject over 2 grams of MDMA in 4 days? Is that how you lost your "magic"?

Your other link is one persons assesment of a study that has no citations any more recent than 11 years ago... How is this relevant? You found someone with an opinion on a study? Okay?

Your monkey study is 20 years old. You have discredited studies I have posted that have newer, contrasting results, with what authority? You're going to go with the 20 year old study that injects monkeys with heinous amounts of MDMA over one that deals with humans who consumed 800 pills over the course of their lifetime... why? You look at this in reference to that study and tell me it means nothing... how? I simply don't understand.
 
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Fair.. i was a bit quick to throw out the ignorant bomb..




How so? I'd say anecdotal evidence is very real evidence and it is, infact, scientific.. Do you not believe in being sad? As the only real way to measure that is anecdotal evidence.. What about mourning a loss? Shall we just deny the fact that millions of people experience this because there are no brain scans "proving" it exists?

Remember you've also made a claim and i'm yet to see any evidence to support it.

That's not how logic works Rick. The burden of proof lies on the person who claims something exists.

And there is actually a ton of scientific proof for emotional responses in the brain. You've just never looked for it.
 
What if i were to say that the sun doesn't exist, would it be you to have to prove it does or me to prove it doesn't? We've both made a claim that isn't accepted either way.. I think we should both have to come up with evidence to support our theories. Either way I think we've established you can't 100% prove either one of our theories either way.. even with brain scans and studies done there are alot of variables that need to be taken into account..

I have been using studies to help support my theory on change of affects.. but to me the biggest piece of evidence is the mass of anecdotal reports to suggest that it happens.

Ricko, I've provided you with more than enough information.

Your monkey study deals with INJECTING 5mg per kg (about 290mg for a 130lb human) TWICE a day for 4 days. Forget the fact that this is not how most people dose MDMA, posting a study that found if a 130lb monkey was injected with over a half gram of pure MDMA daily for 4 days it would show a partial recovery is hardly a case for your "magic loss", especially after considering that a human brain is likely far more resilient. Did you inject over 2 grams of MDMA in 4 days? Is that how you lost your "magic"?

Your other link is one persons assesment of a study that has no citations any more recent than 11 years ago... How is this relevant? You found someone with an opinion on a study? Okay?

Your monkey study is 20 years old. You have discredited studies I have posted that have newer, contrasting results, with what authority? You're going to go with the 20 year old study that injects monkeys with heinous amounts of MDMA over one that deals with humans who consumed 800 pills over the course of their lifetime... why? You look at this in reference to that study and tell me it means nothing... how? I simply don't understand.

This was kinda my point (somewhere in the thread). People are perfectly capable of taking such large amounts in short spaces of time. All the studies done don't mention to what degree the subject abused MDMA.. it may have been a double dose every few months for all we know? And i'll be honest.. I probably have taken around those doses for those time periods.. but then i'd have done MDMA the weekend before that, the weekend before that, the weekend before that, the weekend before that, etc.. Yes I was dumb.. I abused the fuck out of MDMA.. but I'm definitely not the only one.

Also, losing the "magic" may not even be down to neurotoxicity caused by MDMA.. Again I was using studies to suggest neurotoxicity to help support my claim not to prove anything either way.. Maybe there was amphetamine aswell as MDMA in the pills that I and 100000000s of other people get and this caused an increased neurotoxic response? It might be that some users will miss a nights sleep every week or so.. maybe this adds to (or even is) the factor to cause long term changes? Maybe some people's personal wiring makes them more susceptible? Maybe we're looking in the wrong place? The "magic" may have nothing to do with 5-ht.. maybe oxytocin? Maybe the brain scans aren't strong enough? Maybe baby?

Point is.. you can't discredit the mass of anecdotal evidence to suggest a long term change in affects because there may or may not be any physical evidence YET.

Looking at your bar chart.. it's clear there are slightly lower densitys of SERT in former ecstasy users than there are in non users.. Kinda supporting my theory here?

Just below the bar chart it says:

Researchers aren't absolutely sure what these results mean. Some people think this 'recovery' could be the result of surviving axons growing or changing (producing more SERTs) to compensate for destroyed axons. Others argue that the short-term reduction in SERT density might not have been due to lost axons, but could be the result of the neurons simply changing the number of SERTs in response to drug exposure.

Your German Study you quoted a couple pages back used 14 men, and 15 women for the former ecstasy users group.. Hardly a large group? Again, alot of variables we don't know about need to be taken into account. From that study:

Current ecstasy users had the lowest
>DVRs, and polydrug-user controls had the highest binding ratios, while
>former ecstasy users and non-drug user controls had similar binding
>ratios. Statistically different DVRs were found in mesencephalon, caudate
>and thalamus, but not in putamen or white matter. Current ecstasy users
>had a lower mesencephalon DVR than polydrug user-user controls, and lower
>thalamus DVR than polydrug-user and non-drug user controls. Standardized
>uptake values in all regions were highest in non-drug user controls,
>smallest in former ecstasy users, and very similar in current ecstasy users
>and polydrug-user controls. However, the only statistically significant
>differences in SUVS were in white matter, considered a control or
>non-serotonergic area.

So there were some differences found, then?

Your link to the study: Reversibility of ecstasy-induced reduction in serotonin transporter availability in polydrug ecstasy users states only that SERT densitys did start growing back.. it doesn't say wether or not it was a full recovery.

Also it seems to be general consensus that when 5-ht axons do grow back, they do not grow back to their original state / form.. only that they do grow back to some degree. The brain is a very complex thing.. just a few alterations in it's neuronal pathways can make a big difference to the person..
 
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Dunno about you guys but this is one of the best "OMG TEH MAGIK!?" threads I've ever seen :p I'll admit "magic" threads kinda annoy me..

THREAD A:
POST 1: MDMA doesn't feel the same anymore!?
POST 2: Take a break..
/end
THREAD B:
POST 1: It's been months it still doesn't feel the same!?
POST 2: Stop taking MDMA..
/end.

Also, i'd like to appologise for my "ignorant" comments.. was totally uncalled for..
 
This is a very foolish way to carry yourself, and you can tell you are very young (born in 1992, this makes you 18 or 19 right?). This will change as you get older, you can still enjoy each day and not want to fuck up your life and be completely miserable (which is what will happen if you continue your path of abuse... the longer you do it, the more likely it is that you will feel the psychological wrath that is MDMA abuse).

Besides... you can quit acting like such a bad ass. If someone put a gun to your head right now, you'd cry and beg and struggle for your life just like the rest of us. There's a lot more to life than getting fucked up all the time, and as you get older hopefully you realize that or you've got lots of misery ahead. Life is one big balancing act... everything in moderation!

thannks for th advice, i appreciate it
 
Sigh. If you saw it for what it really is ricko you'd have your "magic" back.
 
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^ Are you saying because i expect it to be different it will be different?

If so that's not the case..
 
If you've lost the 'magic' as a lot of you put it, you've simply abused the substance and gained a tolerance. Most of us will learn this lesson the hard way during the honey-moon period, of which I did every week for 4 months. It wasn't until then did I start to feel minimal effects from MDMA, and soon realized that it was pointless on continually taking MDMA.

A bit of self control goes a long way, if you're not feeling the effects, stop chasing the high and take a break!

The magic can never be lost!
 
Fair.. i was a bit quick to throw out the ignorant bomb..




How so? I'd say anecdotal evidence is very real evidence and it is, infact, scientific.. Do you not believe in being sad? As the only real way to measure that is anecdotal evidence.. What about mourning a loss? Shall we just deny the fact that millions of people experience this because there are no brain scans "proving" it exists?

Remember you've also made a claim and i'm yet to see any evidence to support it.


People keep feeeding u valid info and you reject it.
Shizznizzle bombed u with sick info, you should be happy.
 
^Read my 2nd post up from this 1..

None of it is "sick info"..

Plus all studies been posted so far are studies studying MDMA neurotoxicity.. that isn't necessarily the mechanism for losing the "magic".. Although none of those studies show full recovery to original SERT densitys.. Like i said.. damaged axons grow back differently.. could be the cause.. might not be.. anecdotal evidence is the strongest evidence we have to go on wether or not the "magic" exists..
 
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People keep feeeding u valid info and you reject it.

I'm not just rejecting it without pointing out what's wrong with the opinion expressed based on the studies / what the studies are actually showing..

The studies posted by shiznik all support my theory depending on how you look at it.. OK.. SERT densitys start returning to a NEAR normal amount.. but differently than they originally were..

Researchers aren't absolutely sure what these results mean. Some people think this 'recovery' could be the result of surviving axons growing or changing (producing more SERTs) to compensate for destroyed axons. Others argue that the short-term reduction in SERT density might not have been due to lost axons, but could be the result of the neurons simply changing the number of SERTs in response to drug exposure.

Back later..
 
too bad I never got this great feeling on MDMA even after putting 200mg of the purest mdma into my body and I only weight 65kg ( I have unlimteted acces to a GC/MS due to my chemistry study so the purity is 100% assured)

I just think that I had to much mephedrone before I ever got pure mdma and that shit killed to many of my neurons I dont know but the mdma doesnt came close to some mephedrone experiences I had it.
it came close at some moments and I felt more loved up but all in all I would still take meph over all (glad its illegal now and I dont have acces to some because after all I had some very hard addiction problems with that shit so in the end I dumped a lot of it I think it was good that it was illegalized as this stuff really turned me into something I never wanted to be)
 
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Plus all studies been posted so far are studies studying MDMA neurotoxicity.. that isn't necessarily the mechanism for losing the "magic"..

anecdotal evidence is the strongest evidence we have to go on wether or not the "magic" exists..

You are the one who first suggested that was the mechanism for losing the magic, which is why I constructed my argument the way I did.

You also have it wrong - anecdotal evidence is the strongest evidence YOU have to support your case. I have posted a wealth of information supporting my case, most of which you choose to ignore or suggest things like "yeah but... that doesn't necessarily mean anything... <insert forced misinterpretation of results here>". Why are you so convinced that irregular axon growth = MDMA not working anymore? If you acknowledge that SERT density returns to near normal levels, why do you still believe MDMA could simply stop working? Wouldn't a more drastic loss be necessary for that? What do you think is the mechanism for this "loss of magic" then?

You have basically resorted to saying that you and "thousands of other people" believe it has happened, so it must be real. If only everything that thousands of people believed to be real was actually real...
Alien Abductions
The Holocaust not happening
Loch Ness Monster
Bigfoot

Plenty of anecdotal evidence for those.
 
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^ I never said MDMA simply stops working.. i said it's effects change.. sometimes, rarely, these changes appear to be long term / permanent.

You are the one that has been *inserting forced misinterpretations of results* (I'm on ket atm so cba to dig around the thread but if needs be i'll post examples)..

I used MDMA neurotoxicity on 5-ht neurones as a possible theory as to the reason the affects change for some people.. none of the studies you have posted have come to the conclusion that the brain returns to it's former state after MDMA (ab)use stops.. every study / bit of evidence you have posted reports long term changes.. What these changes mean can only be translated through anecdotal evidence.

Why are you so convinced that irregular axon growth = MDMA not working anymore?

I don't. It's a possibility as to why it's effects can change long term.

If you acknowledge that SERT density returns to near normal levels, why do you still believe MDMA could simply stop working?

NEAR normal levels does not = normal levels.. again, the brain is a very complex thing.. Who know how this translates to effects of MDMA. Also, comments from the study you are using:

"Researchers aren't absolutely sure what these results mean. Some people think this 'recovery' could be the result of surviving axons growing or changing (producing more SERTs) to compensate for destroyed axons. Others argue that the short-term reduction in SERT density might not have been due to lost axons, but could be the result of the neurons simply changing the number of SERTs in response to drug exposure."

Wouldn't a more drastic loss be necessary for that?

I don't know. Do you?

What do you think is the mechanism for this "loss of magic" then?

I don't know.. it could be altered 5-ht neuronal pathways.. it could be something else..


NSFW due to ketamine induced probably totally irrelevant nonsense analogy:
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This is probably gonna be a really dumb analogy but if we compare the 5-ht network to a network of buses.. there is the orginal map of bus routes, with the original times for the buses arriving at each stop.. then.. something causes alot of those bus stops and routes to close. When they start up again there are the same amount of bus stops, the same amount of buses but the routes are all different. This could drastically change a persons journey from point A to B.. A journey that used to take 10 mins on 1 bus can now take 40 mins using 5 buses and 2 long walks..
 
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Back to your "but we just don't know" form. You suggested a possible cause for "magic loss", and I presented some information that I feel adequately shows otherwise. You can't just say "I don't know... but nobody knows..." over and over. What are you even arguing anymore?

You originally said that "losing the magic" was real, now it's just "the effects change over time"? That's a little different.

Like I said, the effects probably do change over time. The difference between you and me is I see the biggest change in the effects as the way you perceive the roll, and embrace the differences MDMA has to offer now. You just are sad that you've "lost the magic" because it doesn't blow your mind anymore.

When you quote every line of everything I post and write stuff like "I don't know, do you", "I don't know", *Cries*, etc., it just makes you look really defensive. Was your purpose in this discussion to debunk everything I write, or craft your own side of a debate? There really isn't much for you to craft when all you continue to say is "but we just don't know about the brain, its complicated, we just have anecdotal evidence."

At the moment you are the one claiming a phenomenon like "losing the magic" exists, so unfortunately for you I don't have anything to prove, you do.
 
Maybe you should quit for 2-3 years :D that's what a friend of mine did (who used to abuse Ecstasy a lot).

He now feels the "magic" when he rolls every few months.

^_^
 
5-HTP can do wonders, if used in moderation. About 2-300 mg is great. You'll also get back that magic that it delivered once before. Worked for me and I went through an 1 oz (WOW!) in the past 8 months. No sketchiness the day after too and no learning deficiencies either. Some of the best times of my life too.
 
I have taken E in like 5 years, damn its been a while. But still, when I listen to music I listened to when I was rollin all the time, it sure as hell doesn't make me happy. The complete opposite actually. Something to keep in mind...
 
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