Hiya jade033 - and welcome to the Bluelight community.
You have been given some links there to sub-forums, which should hopefully benefit you.
Other Drugs (OD) is the place to be if you wish to discuss opiates. Please feel free to New Members Introductions (NMI) Social Thread where Bluelighter and Greenlighters meet from all sub-forums of Bluelight.
The Adoption Programme is basically where a current member of BL will befriend you and help you settle into the site. I am on the list of people who adopt and you are welcome to PM me anytime if you'd like a friend. If you'd like to be adopted simply post a message on the thread expressing an interest or contact one of the adopters and ask if they are willing to adopt you.
I would also advise you to read the
Greenlighter's Guide and the rules known as
BLUA (Bluelight User Agreement) because they protect us members as well as the site. For instance; one of the rules is no sourcing, if a member had not read the rules and discusses sourcing, then they may receive a warning or whatever, and if they had have read the rules, they would have avoided receiving, eg a warning.
Enjoy the Bluelight experience!
Evey