Official Heroin Discussion II

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I hear ya on that one but that shit is calling me, now none of that will matter after my first dose then I'll be living inside out and stuck. Clean and sober is def much easier in some ways but when your brain is all twisted up things look better on the other side the line gets blured. I know they're not but I'm getting the fuck it real bad.
 
that is a definite. A heroin addict is always broke. Shit I hope I can just stay clean despite not wanting too. Fucking diesel
 
yeeah...

Pills are ridicouls with the prices man, im so tired of it but they are much easier to get so at least there's that aspect...

But im about to be sick as a dog from the oxycodones, so I don't even wanna think about pills!
 
oh man, i know all aobut the fuck its. because of a fuck it. this weekend i had crystal, ghb, dope, weed, and ativan. but the dope i get now is top notch. i never did something so good like it. i'm happy. i tried quitting many times but it does just call you to you. fuck pills man, such a waste of money.
 
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I hear ya on that one but that shit is calling me, now none of that will matter after my first dose then I'll be living inside out and stuck. Clean and sober is def much easier in some ways but when your brain is all twisted up things look better on the other side the line gets blured. I know they're not but I'm getting the fuck it real bad.
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A fucking Men to that man... something about the lifestyle that to me is just as addictive as the D-line itself, the hustlin, the conning, and all the other bs we go through so we can cop is almost a rewarding as the dope in some ways.
 
I've been pretty much clean (not addicted) for a year now, with 3 uses, with one of those uses I picked up a needle. Stupid idea. Sure, u get more out of it but it's more addictive than sniffing by far. Now when I think about dope I want the rush from injecting even thou I only did it once months ago, it is still there in my head. If u sniff don't ever start injecting cuz u'll have a much harder time quitting. When I was using everyday I only sniffed and plugged and it was hard stopping. I can't imagine stopping an injecting heroin habit, it's like 2 things at once calling at u, the dope and the needle. U quickly get a needle fixation.

If I ever get dope again I will probably have to inject it cuz I won't b able to stop myself. There are so many more risks involved with injecting. I'm gonna try not to. Last time I got dope I was gonna inject but my partner found the syringes and broke them. Smart move.He almost flushed the dope down the toilet but instead did some with me and we went out and danced like crazy all nigh. I like dope cuz u feel no pain. The music we danced to was insanely difficult for dancing (smartbar Chicago, just my kind crowd and music) and I danced the whole time, like 6-7 hours w/o getting tired or achy which doesn't happen otherwise. I take E now and get back and leg pain like 2 hours into it. Gotta up my pain meds every time otherwise I ruin people's time by just sitting around cuz my partner doesn't ever leave me by myself when I'm high.
 
That little guy on my shoulder saying no sweat B you got this you know it will be soooo damn good, Just one more time. Just alittle pin prick. Shit I've been living in FL for 8 months now and I call my boy in Jersey once a week to stay in touch and make sure he's still around just buying my time.
 
haha the little guy is always there and im not really an addict..i wake up in the morning and normally im like naw im not gonna get high today..then by like 6pm 7pm when i normally get high, im like fuck it..break out some chops or dope...
 
chinky I think that's the definition of being an addict, only users lose drugs. Some people are just able to quit I guess they really want to. Some die young, some locked away while others go unscathed all I know is if life was fair I would be dead or locked away so I ain't complaining.
 
I guess I'm an addict bit I'm more mental then physical...I don't actually use everyday, 2 .maybe 3 days max
Per week..moneys not the problem I'm just worried about physical addiction
And I know I've progressed from being able to purchase quantity and space out my usage every couple days..now I can only buy what I plan on using that week..if not ill use everyday til its gone
 
Yeah I hear that. For me the mental is the hardest thing to kick shit I've got some time now but that hasn't really changed the fact that I want it. A def mind fuck.
 
I used heroin every day for about 5 years but now I am on methadone. Methadone is definatelly a great substitute. I love the feeling that methadone gives when you save up your take homes or buy some extra and take it all at once. Even with enjoying the methadone I still LOVE heroin. I will still use heroin from time to time, I just love the feeling it gives me more than anything else. I just can't imagine ever giving it up for good.
 
oh gawd...

Thank the almighty lord for suboxone! That shit saved me tons of pain...

But anyways, the DC dope has been off tha hook lately!! Gets better and better everytime...bout time I hit up baltimore though!

How has b_more been lately peeeps???
 
i was reading about tolerance in some of your posts and some saying your tolerance can outgrow your wallet, in almost all cases this is true however i do wanna offer up some advice, if you use everyday and your tolerance seems to be getting out of control and you are most certainly addicted physically try buyin some liquid methadone and do that for three days your tolerance will come way down, experts say after three days all heroin is gone from your system, As from personal experience i find that changing up to methadone every so often (if you can get it) helps out your wallet in long run
 
please dont spread misinformation, heroin DONT all leave your system in 3 days, and people reading that might assume that they would be clean for a drug test after 3 days and it just aint true. me myself and other ppl i kno have came up dirty more than 3 days after use, so check ur sources before u go postin "definitive" shit like that u dig?
 
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