well, I started my out patient program today and its officially my 2nd week clean. things have been going much better than expected and I have actually turned my life around.. moved out of my apartment, left my old job, left my old GF, hanging out w/ friends I once "forgot" about and I have been out most of the day and coming home around 930/10 at night rather than sit in all day and just wait for the buy and use.. and then sit some more. I gotta say, I actually MISS THIS LIFE!
Since last week I have used Klonapin which I am prescribed but only twice.. and I am laying off that as well, although it was never an actual problem, its def. NOT something I want to end up subbing for the opiates.
The outpatient program I am in seems great as well. There are 7 of us in there and 4 are opiate users and 3 alcoholics. Heard all great stories today and we were all very open and understanding of one another. Things just seem to be going well and I have my fingers crossed they stay this way forever.. but I know that's on me! So we'll see!
Thanks, guys! Everyone here has been great.
Since last week I have used Klonapin which I am prescribed but only twice.. and I am laying off that as well, although it was never an actual problem, its def. NOT something I want to end up subbing for the opiates.
The outpatient program I am in seems great as well. There are 7 of us in there and 4 are opiate users and 3 alcoholics. Heard all great stories today and we were all very open and understanding of one another. Things just seem to be going well and I have my fingers crossed they stay this way forever.. but I know that's on me! So we'll see!
Thanks, guys! Everyone here has been great.