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The Real Fatman
Bluelighter
Fatman is getting drunk :D military IDs are great for underage drinkers.
johanneschimpo
Bluelighter
^ Good luck out there man.
I just came in to vent a little. I've been on suboxone for over 3 months now, and its been working like a charm. Everybody (friends/family) have told me how much of a pleasure I've been to be around lately, compared when when I was a grouchy, dick-headed junkie. Well 2 weeks ago I fucked myself up skating. I was on campus, Monday afternoon, on my way to take my first of 4 finals. Shit happened, and the next think I know my ankle is bending out at a 90 degree angle from my leg. And it hurt like a bitch. I was on suboxone, so I couldn't receive any pain meds
that was the worst part. So I was in a fuckload of pain (I'm not here to whine that much) and pissed to be in a hospital where the nurses barely understand English and had to be screamed at to give me my ativan. I've neved had benzo WDs and don't plan on it, especially when someone else is forcing me. Long story short, I broke my tibia and fibula (the 2 bones in the lower leg) and got a plate and 8 screws thrown in there. I was honest with the doc about my history, and luckily got a decent amount of pain meds to help me cope with the first week or two, mostly oxycodone. Last night I took my last bit of oxycodone (30mg percocet). While waiting until I could dose myself with suboxone, I practically lost my mind. Something just wasn't right. Suboxone does a lot to help keep me stable, and I hadn't had any for almost 2 weeks. Now I had been taking oxycodone, prescribed from a doc, so I wasn't getting sick, but I didn't feel right in the head that whole time. Not wanting to spend another minute in that manic state, I said fuck it and took a little suboxone, about 2mgs. I took it about 18-20 hours after my last oxy dose, and it wasn't long quite enough (I had a feeling it wasn't, as I didn't feel any WDs coming on). I don't remember the hour the followed, but was told that I was kicking and kicking and flailing around (which sucks because I'm in a cast I've already fallen once or twice and don't want to damage my shitty leg any more) for over an hour. When I awoke I was told of this. Apparently thats what precipitated withdrawal is. Its fucking hell. Thankfully it only lasted an hour, and when I came out of it, I felt like a million bucks. Bupe (suboxone) does quite a bit for my sanity, and I feel so good (normal) as I type this (I only took 2mg).
I really just had to get this off my chest. I'll be bedridden for a while, my doc says I'll be all casted and gimped up, unable to drive until around mid-late February. Shitty, but I'll find something to do. I mean, I still have 4 finals from the Fall quarter to take, I can study for those. I couldn't have before, but now, back on bupe, I can. Does this mean I'm dependent on bupe? Definitely. Physically to some extent, but mostly psychologically. Better than heroin though. Much better. Wow I can't even explain the relief I feel to be back on it. Another part I hated of not being on it, and being on oxycodone, is knowing that I could take other full agonists (heroin) and thats the last thing I wanted to do. I call bupe my insurance policy - no way I'm getting high off street opiates when I'm on that. I'll try to branch this out to others - anyone suffering with an addiction to opiates - especially those who don't even know why they do it, don't enjoy it anymore, just do it to avoid withdrawal or because they don't know what else to do - get on suboxone. You can search their website for doctors in your area. A lot of insurance plans will cover it, and if not, its still cheaper than heroin, oxycontin, or whatever your poison is. And it makes you feel positive about life again. Peace
FATMAN - I know we didn't really talk much, but good luck and be safe out there (it looks like you said you're about to go [back] to Iraq). Remember that we're all behind to you, even though I don't know you personally, I wish you the best. I've heard the hash out there was weird though. My buddy was out in Baghdad and he said he bought some hash and it had all kinds of "hadji hair" stuck to it. Gross. Forgot about getting high though, just get through it, and get high as hell once you get back. Like you seem to be doing now
I just came in to vent a little. I've been on suboxone for over 3 months now, and its been working like a charm. Everybody (friends/family) have told me how much of a pleasure I've been to be around lately, compared when when I was a grouchy, dick-headed junkie. Well 2 weeks ago I fucked myself up skating. I was on campus, Monday afternoon, on my way to take my first of 4 finals. Shit happened, and the next think I know my ankle is bending out at a 90 degree angle from my leg. And it hurt like a bitch. I was on suboxone, so I couldn't receive any pain meds
that was the worst part. So I was in a fuckload of pain (I'm not here to whine that much) and pissed to be in a hospital where the nurses barely understand English and had to be screamed at to give me my ativan. I've neved had benzo WDs and don't plan on it, especially when someone else is forcing me. Long story short, I broke my tibia and fibula (the 2 bones in the lower leg) and got a plate and 8 screws thrown in there. I was honest with the doc about my history, and luckily got a decent amount of pain meds to help me cope with the first week or two, mostly oxycodone. Last night I took my last bit of oxycodone (30mg percocet). While waiting until I could dose myself with suboxone, I practically lost my mind. Something just wasn't right. Suboxone does a lot to help keep me stable, and I hadn't had any for almost 2 weeks. Now I had been taking oxycodone, prescribed from a doc, so I wasn't getting sick, but I didn't feel right in the head that whole time. Not wanting to spend another minute in that manic state, I said fuck it and took a little suboxone, about 2mgs. I took it about 18-20 hours after my last oxy dose, and it wasn't long quite enough (I had a feeling it wasn't, as I didn't feel any WDs coming on). I don't remember the hour the followed, but was told that I was kicking and kicking and flailing around (which sucks because I'm in a cast I've already fallen once or twice and don't want to damage my shitty leg any more) for over an hour. When I awoke I was told of this. Apparently thats what precipitated withdrawal is. Its fucking hell. Thankfully it only lasted an hour, and when I came out of it, I felt like a million bucks. Bupe (suboxone) does quite a bit for my sanity, and I feel so good (normal) as I type this (I only took 2mg).I really just had to get this off my chest. I'll be bedridden for a while, my doc says I'll be all casted and gimped up, unable to drive until around mid-late February. Shitty, but I'll find something to do. I mean, I still have 4 finals from the Fall quarter to take, I can study for those. I couldn't have before, but now, back on bupe, I can. Does this mean I'm dependent on bupe? Definitely. Physically to some extent, but mostly psychologically. Better than heroin though. Much better. Wow I can't even explain the relief I feel to be back on it. Another part I hated of not being on it, and being on oxycodone, is knowing that I could take other full agonists (heroin) and thats the last thing I wanted to do. I call bupe my insurance policy - no way I'm getting high off street opiates when I'm on that. I'll try to branch this out to others - anyone suffering with an addiction to opiates - especially those who don't even know why they do it, don't enjoy it anymore, just do it to avoid withdrawal or because they don't know what else to do - get on suboxone. You can search their website for doctors in your area. A lot of insurance plans will cover it, and if not, its still cheaper than heroin, oxycontin, or whatever your poison is. And it makes you feel positive about life again. Peace
FATMAN - I know we didn't really talk much, but good luck and be safe out there (it looks like you said you're about to go [back] to Iraq). Remember that we're all behind to you, even though I don't know you personally, I wish you the best. I've heard the hash out there was weird though. My buddy was out in Baghdad and he said he bought some hash and it had all kinds of "hadji hair" stuck to it. Gross. Forgot about getting high though, just get through it, and get high as hell once you get back. Like you seem to be doing now
The Real Fatman
Bluelighter
ain't been to Iraq yet so its not really going back, but I am going and I just norted up a nice fat bag of dope and I am quite high :D
Damien
Bluelight Crew
You guys should rename DC to Polland.
Transcendence
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I concur.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
eyes aew getting very heavy and nose is itching like a mofo. but god damn this cordial and smoke is going swell as well as some isis 
I needed another class to fill up my schedule this semester so I for some reason thought hey why not a criminal justice class. Well yesterday was my first day and since i assumed we'd be doing nothing i went in quite blitzed only to discover the class room had less than 30 students and our instructor was a state police in full uniform 
. That was a very uncomfortable hour and then i found out i have to do a 20 page paper about how to prevent deliquent social behavior and complete 25 hours of community service... fuck that, the only time i do community service is when its been ordered by a judge and I've been there and done that dance.
Now that I've dropped it though i got free time to get blazed before my cinema class where we watch movies the entire time %)
. That was a very uncomfortable hour and then i found out i have to do a 20 page paper about how to prevent deliquent social behavior and complete 25 hours of community service... fuck that, the only time i do community service is when its been ordered by a judge and I've been there and done that dance.Now that I've dropped it though i got free time to get blazed before my cinema class where we watch movies the entire time %)
pkt
Bluelighter
Mcdonalds
Am i the only one that loves getting baked and ordering a large big mac meal, no pickles, easy on the special sauce.... ?
I know the food is shitty but i loves my big macs....
Does anyone else think this shit is off the chain?
C'mon be honest now...... i know most people love to hate on McD's
Am i the only one that loves getting baked and ordering a large big mac meal, no pickles, easy on the special sauce.... ?
I know the food is shitty but i loves my big macs....
Does anyone else think this shit is off the chain?
C'mon be honest now...... i know most people love to hate on McD's
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Once in a while yeah but not very often anymore. I feel so shit afterwards because of the amount of sugar and fat in it. Makes me feel like I've just drank a load of redbull.
If I'm stoned and short on cash I might grab a double cheeseburger... the prime post blunt meal though, is sushi and a 40.
center
Ex-Bluelighter
Whatever. It's OK.
Taco bell is better.
Taco bell is better.
ladyinthesky
Bluelight Crew
^ewwww i think they taco smell and mcdonalds are both nasty
its all aboout burger king
its all aboout burger king
The_Idler
Bluelighter
american food is shit.
utter shit.
except taco bell.
fuckin hell, bring back taco bell.
but bacon egg and brown sauce sandwiches FOR THE WIN.
real bacon too.
not that fatty strip shit you have in america
REAL BACON, DO YOU KNOW IT?
utter shit.
except taco bell.
fuckin hell, bring back taco bell.
but bacon egg and brown sauce sandwiches FOR THE WIN.
real bacon too.
not that fatty strip shit you have in america
REAL BACON, DO YOU KNOW IT?
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I could gobble that right now.
youarewhatyouis
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settle down fatasses
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