have you ever wanted a drug so bad that you've looked high and low for it, and every "connection" you found has flopped, but you KNOW of one person that can get it, but vowed to never ever deal with the person again because of his shady/sketchy actions, AND you run into that person just RANDOMLY when you were just thinking about asking around for it again?
how fucked up is that?
its almost like, you love to smoke weed, but the only person you know will either a) give you oregano or b) sell you 0.3g for $10 calling it a "dime".
obviously what im talking about isn't weed, but aint that just a slap in the face?
mind you, it does say something about willpower..