My "i'll never trip again" freak out
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=256688
I would of rather of put this thread in the PDforum but there is a mod or 2 there whom I will say no more about
Anyways, the link above is to the last TR I wrote, where I "OD'd" on WAY too much, what I now strongly to believe was DON (being sold as LSD). I've tripped on various substances a handful of times since..so it WASN'T my last trip

...that's just an update for anyone who was curious about that.
My real point in making this post is to thank everyone that posted any sort of positive feedback in that thread/TR of mine, because believe it or not, it mean't a lot to me and gave me quite the bundle of "shit" to digest and personally deal with (in my head). Thanks to all that posted (aside from the obvious "holes de "A") advice, support, ect...hell, even a number of the posts that I originally got mad about, eventually gave me some guidance and shed more light on my own situations...aside from "GluggaWugWug" and his personal bitterness against ANYONE who says anything other then "Glug-Glug" 8) Enough of that though, and back to the kissing all your feet and asses..(god damn, some of you need to clean your feet)..I wish I had the time to personally write a PM to each of the BL'rs that helped set me back in place, but I don't, so consider this a "super PM"
It's people like you guys that really do make a difference in so, SO many peoples lives, in a good way, that keeps things a rollin'. (pun intended?)
I decided to write this message all the sudden, because I got an email today that said that my single fucking warning had finally been removed. Guess what the warning was for?..in essense, for writting that TR. Some people...some people..... (I should of taken the DC mod position when i had the chance, because then I could be like the cops that Serpico almost died trying to bring down.

Ok, ok, enough of that....sorry for the tangent.
Anyways, I just wanted to let you all know that you're all the best. WE ARE ALL THE BEST. If I never found out about Bluelight, I'd DEFIANTELY of died years ago.
Thank you all, and 5-meo-dmt speed...or god speed...your choice.
DM