Yup, I'm on full agonists. MS Cotin (100mg 2x/day) and either Roxicodone (2x 15mg) or Dilaudid (4mg) for break through pain. I also have a bunch of Valium for muscile/nerve issues that this whole incident agonized, although I'm saving them (combined with all the opioids, and remember I'm not quite used to full agonists anymore, they just fuck me up more than I like) for another day. Got a bunch of Somas (only at night, 350-700mg) and I'm using them along with some Lyrica when I need to (only at night, 150mg). They also gave me Ambien (10mg), but again, don't need it.
LOL, hmmm, I think that's all I'm on atm
God knows what they had me on in the hospital.
Yea, I do apologize about not being in touch, especially to you tricomb, but you have to remember, I have been in a coma for christs sake. Waking up out of that was pretty scaring, although more than beautiful, in and of itself. Took a little while to come back to earth and become even semi-functional after this whole debacle. When I was in the hospital, I physically was too incapacitated to use my phone. And, to be honest, I wasn't really rushing to call people and tell them what happened at the time. I mean, I was also SUPER depressed in the hospital, especially once I started to regain my faculties and realize what had really happened. Most of the time I was in the hospital my phone was either off or on silent though.
Um, regarding the accident, I'm not really sure whats up. I know I'm happy the guy had insurance. I'm happy I had insurance. I've got a lawyer who I've worked with before, and he's more than competent to get me through this. Come to think about it, I'm seeing him Monday afternoon.
Hah, the hospital bill makes me laugh though - they billed me for the tissue paper I used, calling it something like "mucus removal device" or something ridiculous. Bastards bill you for eeeeeeeeeeverything... Like I said, happy the insurance is legit. And I have a good lawyer.
Permanent damage is still up in the air, but my doc doesn't think I suffered anything major in terms of brain damage. I mean, it certainly couldn't have been good for me, but I can talk, walk, perform basic analytical functions, etc. etc. so I'm feeling pretty good about my recovery. I got really fucking lucky.
For the moment, all I can really say about the accident was that I don't remember any of it other than what I've been told since. I've got a bunch of documents about it from the police/etc, but I think I should keep them to myself until the legal stuff is sorted. Other than general descriptions of events I mean. Lol, and like I said, I was at a light one moment and the next I knew I was waking up in a strange, uncomfortable bed with a tubes all up in me. Realizing I had a tube in my dick was the worst part about coming too. The catheter was an experience I had hoped I'd never have to experience again... oh well.
Oh, and for the record, take all of this with a grain of salt... I'm still coming to terms with the whole experience. I mean, I'm not quite out of the woods yet my friends.
Again, thank you ALL
