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Harm Reduction OD Social v5. - Paper or Plastic?

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Have you ever applied hdouble? I havent yet because i havent been sure of the time dedication i would have but now i har been very regualr and i am going to apply... I already enforce rules anyways so i might as well.....
 
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Have you ever applied hdouble? I havent yet because i havent been sure of the time dedication i would have but now i har been very regualr and i am going to apply... I already enforce rules anyways so i might as well.....
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ive applied 5 times but this last go around i dropped out because i didn't know they were taking more than one person, i would have been down to mod with others but i wanted tricomb to get the spot so i figured with me dropped out his chances to get it were higher. but all other times they never chose me, even when it was them telling me to apply.. they just like to fuck with me.
 
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ive applied 5 times but this last go around i dropped out because i didn't know they were taking more than one person, i would have been down to mod with others but i wanted tricomb to get the spot so i figured with me dropped out his chances to get it were higher. but all other times they never chose me, even when it was them telling me to apply.. they just like to fuck with me.
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Im sorry. I hope you become mod oneday. I have never put in an app but maybe one day :)

I hope you get it one day :)
 
hood, no disrespect, but every time you post I can feel an intense resentment for not being accepted as a mod. I know you truly care about the forum and are willing to take a serious effort to make it the best it can be, but you don't have to be a mod to do so. if you purely just wanted to support harm reduction, post count and some bold letters under your name wouldn't matter. you would just keep giving the best advice you can, and posting/reporting when things are out of line. all a mod gets is the ability to give infractions, close threads, and have a signature. it's not that important, and it's not a popularity contest.

every time I read your posts I can see you are upset and eventually it gets to the point where I see your avatar and I feel contempt to skip them. I know you will be a top runner in the next mod election, but for the time being, know that you are one of the most active and knowledgeable/experienced people in OD. have some pride in yourself.

keep your head high and keep up the good work. <3
 
i was told by a mod this morning basically not to undermine them now she's no longer a mod she quit after i replied with this
i have been OD a lot longer than you and know how it runs and i know when a topic, post, or thread is good here or not. If i say something that offends you or maybe even makes it look like im doing the mods job tell me straight out, because i am going to do things the same way i have been doing them since i have been here and aint gonna change cuz a new member who now has mod powers says so.
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go ahead and skip over my posts if that is really the way you feel, but how would you feel if you applied for mod 5 times and the last 4 told to apply by the people who were choosing the mod but you never end up getting it, im bipolar and my life is a roller coaster ride as it is, if a mod tells me to apply and i do so and then they pick someone else i feel they were playing with me (that is all settled tho) but still, i feel like im always shit on around here and am seriously considering changing my password to something i dont remember so i can't log on anymore..
go ahead skip this post if you wanna lol.
but im gonna just quit the hunt for mod and just stay a BLer for the rest of my time on the site (however long i last on here) i will help people as much as i can while im still here


EDIT: BTW thanks for the kind words comatoserct
 
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I know it's hard to accept rejection, especially in a public setting where everyone knows. I honestly wasn't trying to put you down or hurt your feelings, and if you mean what you say, I think it will be good if you stop worrying about being a mod or not being accepted as a mod in the past.

I have personally applied to be a mod for OD twice, BDD once, and DC once, and although they had nice things to say, they do that with every application. Of course you have a ton more posts and recognition, but I still know what it feels like to be let down when you know you WANT IT more than everyone else.

I never actually skip past your posts, I just wanted to give some advice. Being bi-polar is something I'm not familiar with at all, but most of us here have serious psychological problems and addictions, so we are all intertwined in the web of crazy.
 
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so we are all intertwined in the web of crazy.
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that we are. lol.. you didn't hurt my feelings or anything, it was just i was answering a post from you at the same time i was answering a PM from a mod and i got my emotions all screwed up for each one lol, we're all good. im not gonna be a mod and i've accepted that.. now i will move on..
 
Hey all:
I've been OK. I decided its best that I just stay on suboxone.
I made it to the end of my taper and even stopped totally, but about four days with nothing I relapsed.
Clean just isn't gonna work for me right now.
I'm only doing about a mg a day so its not so bad.

@hood Keep contributing and helping people in the site and in life. You don't need to be a mod to do that. To me, being a mod just adds drama.
 
mila kunis & sarah hyland are so fucking fine.... the things I'd do to them.

Glad to hear it Joe!! Maybe right now, things in your life are too hectic, and maintenance is the safer option.

Better be stabilized on buprenorphine than slamming unknown amounts of heroin. The irregularity you experience with dosage size of street drugs makes you go CRAZY after a while. Never knowing if that shot will be too much, or not enough. I. cant. stand. IT.

At least you can get a consistent dose in you in a safe way and you can work on bettering your life in other ways for now, finding more happiness, whatever.

6 Year Old Arrested for Temper Tantrum
 
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Tric^_'- i read that in tge bews yearerday i was lije what!!!!?? Crazy kids do that thy disnt have to arrest ger...

Good noght guys.

Btw tricomb try to edit your posts so you dont double posymt just a reminder since your a bew mod :) <3
 
I'll do my very best, just for you kaylove :) Isn't that crazy they arrested a 6 year old??? Just how incompetent a teacher must you be to call the police on a 6 year old -_________-
 
<3 tri

I know its crazyat that age " Kindergarden thatsts what kids do that teacher was f ing retarded. But the cops actually put handcuffs on her and escorted ger by police vehicle thats going to be with her for the rest of ger life she will never feel comfortable or safe around an officer again even as an adult its so sad....

Kids are. Very sensitive and are learning so much at those ages and what they did just was so tramatizing to a little girl i feel it was so very wrong. Makes me disgusted at how peocedure is more important than a kids feelings and developement. The mom should have been called or a time out bot the police. This was excesive....

Annd they fact that teachers are now more into seugging kids witg add meds to make them ve good and bow calling tge cops ob tenper tantrums rather than time out or calling parens its crazy. Ugh sorry for the rant just tgus makes me so angey.
 
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I know I read the article. The officer put her in steel handcuffs for "her safety and the safety of those around her".

Yeah, I'm sure a 6 year old posed immediate danger to everyone in the room. 8(

It makes me angry too! I love you kaylove and wish you the best in court tomorrow! Be sure to set your alarm clock okay? <3
 
I just set the alarm andyou kbow ill ve ob bluelight in court as im always on here :) bluelight is my life lol

I am so bervous i cant sleep. So im laying in bed looking theough wuestions i can read help people out...... Its majes me feel good abd passes time. God i hope all goes well to orrow fingers xmcossed they are saying pur coubty had a new law that of your licnse has been suspended you have ypu automatically fet a breather to start your car (the obe you vreathe into incase you have been dribking gow embarrassing... Ots ridiculous i better not get it. They took my license cause i was late pating a stupid te as surcharge that they nade up everytine you get a ticket you have you pay. A fibe foe three years straight..... I have so many so my so my license leeps getting suspebsed cause i forget fml
 
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