Yeah man. I was trying to explain to my girlfriend what its like... why you start and that was the best I could come up with. I wish someone had given me the advice that I give now, which is, if you want to start the needle, fine, but quit drugs for a week and decide that while sober.
Anyways, I haven't shot up since I said I wasn't going to. I think it will stick this time, no pun intended.
I'm doing well, though. Woke up, had sex, breakfast, she left for work and it is fucking thunder-snowing out, so I just dosed a couple om and am probably going to go to the library.
How are you doing, man? Feeling better since that mild od?
Oh yeah, and the pain... I didn't sleep much last night because it was as bad as it ever gets, but that was after 30 miles of cycling yesterday, so at least there is a reason.
Basically, if I wasn't as active, my doctor wouldn't prescribe me much of anything at all, nor would I need it, but its rad, he understands I don't want to reduce my activity at all.