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Harm Reduction OD Social v10 ~ Token wants to bake me her pie (thats the recipe)

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laCster you silly manbeast.... I nod out of for two hours and come back to tentram's shenanigans


Although, tentram does make a good point... :p
 
of course i make a good point. when don't i?

did you happen to apply for a mod spot at all ergic? i think you should give it a go one of these days if you've never considered it, reckon you'd have a bit to offer to the forum:)
 
Thanks, man, I appreciate that :)

I've definitely considered it many times since I basically live in OD, but between the family problems at home, my overuse of the internet, and my anxiety about the future finally developing in to depression since I feel trapped and suffocated at home as a 22 year old, I've decided that I need to try to get my own life in order before I take on any moderating trying to help others.

I've always been an extremely selfless person: as long as others were happy, I was satisfied, but I got nowhere in life by being overly selfless. I helped people with their life problems while somehow ignoring my own advice and letting my own life turn to shit. I need to instill some healthy selfishness, and take care of me first and reinforce my life before I start falling apart, roof shingle by shingle.

I'm glad to be a member of Bluelight, and that's all that matters for now. :) I really do hope to be able to apply for a mod spot soon, without feeling guilty or worrying what it might affect in my life. Words like yours make it worth it to spend hours helping people on these boards... it really is nice to be appreciated for my knowledge, it makes me feel useful and hopeful. :D
 
laCster said:
token is the shit! new threa title!
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yes please! and ... word^^

tentram said:
... if you ever apply for a mod spot in the future
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lol @ me + mod spot.

tentram said:
no, token.

she said she's not a spitter, so i made the presumption she swallows.
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^^word.

ErgicMergic said:
Thanks, man, I appreciate that :)

I've definitely considered it many times since I basically live in OD, but between the family problems at home, my overuse of the internet, and my anxiety about the future finally developing in to depression since I feel trapped and suffocated at home as a 22 year old, I've decided that I need to try to get my own life in order before I take on any moderating trying to help others.

I've always been an extremely selfless person: as long as others were happy, I was satisfied, but I got nowhere in life by being overly selfless. I helped people with their life problems while somehow ignoring my own advice and letting my own life turn to shit. I need to instill some healthy selfishness, and take care of me first and reinforce my life before I start falling apart, roof shingle by shingle.

I'm glad to be a member of Bluelight, and that's all that matters for now. :) I really do hope to be able to apply for a mod spot soon, without feeling guilty or worrying what it might affect in my life. Words like yours make it worth it to spend hours helping people on these boards... it really is nice to be appreciated for my knowledge, it makes me feel useful and hopeful. :D
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^^word.

you'd be an excellent od mod.
 
^word - you just went up to an 8 on my scale! you're a winner!

ergic - i understand. i hope you get through the depression and low point you're at at the moment as soon as possible and with ease, man. give yourself the attention you need and start trying to spread your seed, that'll get you motivated and the spirits high:D even if you don't get a chance to apply it's always great to have posters of your caliber that stick around the place. so please don't go anywhere!
 
word up, tricomb!

i'm just chillin like a villain watching season 7 of dexter and txting my friend like a little school girl *gigglz*

what's going on witchu homeboi?
 
we can hook up and make love? howsaboutit? then we can get married and runaway!

ice cream cone said:
eating, got some new waxes im about to dab into
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i'm jelly. i'm actually in the middle of clearing my system of weed so i can pass drug tests and get out on work sites to make the big dolla dolla. i gotsta do it to get phase one of vagrant adventures for june next year into gear. i'm pretty gee'd up about the whole situation.

i haven't been craving for weed too much either, apart from the odd occasion when i'm high on the morphine and valium. i usually always have a smoke while i'm doped up but nots no moar.
 
holy shit i blacked out ahahah, i dont remember what i did the past hour or two, i think i nodded off, i still feel amazing <3 smoked some weed and i feel aspectacular
 
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How could you tri?? No one likes a cocktease.

I'm out of work and deciding if I should troll around bL or go out and do something. Likely staying in as all my friends drink. And that's getting old real quick. There are so many better indulgences.
 
k know but i took the temazepam soo long ago, like 6-8hrS ago, i still feel really good though
 
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