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^ Did you notice lasting damage from shooting phenazepam in the past? I remember you saying that you felt you may have damaged your veins at one point... wasn't sure if you felt it was the PG or impure phenazepam or w/e.
 
Pegasus said:
^ Did you notice lasting damage from shooting phenazepam in the past? I remember you saying that you felt you may have damaged your veins at one point... wasn't sure if you felt it was the PG or impure phenazepam or w/e.
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haha honestly i do not remember.. i do know my veins are fucked up (not horrible tho) and it's either from bupe or phenazepam/ propylene glycol/ benzyl alc... but my memory has been shot since i came off of my k pin taper a year ago, i haven't been the same, it's kinda scary.

but i can see that it would cause damage doing it a lot and i think i did do it a lot lol i don't remember (you probably remember more than me haha) but i still have like 10grams of phenaz left and never touch it and have bupe for back pain and special occasions and today sucked balls so i am enjoyign myself.. or trying to, my family sucks (besides my kids).
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EDIT: it's like the whole time i was abusing benzos i don't remember so that is a year outta my life i dont remember the other 6 years i used as needed and would get a buzz but i never abused them, and then i realized one day that my tolerance was 10mg phenazepam and 5mg clonazepam (not seperate, added together lol) and needed to taper and i immediately stopped the phenazepam and did a year taper to get off the k pins and that's all i remember, besides getting a DWI sometime in that fog of a memory of that time. oh yeah i got off bupe maintenance also and have a few left over for pain along with my script of tramadol, but i hardly use the bupe anymore. i remember i CT'd it and was over it in 4 or so days.
 
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Been up all night fucking around on the computer; I skipped my seroquel last night and the stimulating nature of bupe kept me feeling warm and motivated all night, lol. It's 31 degrees out yet I don't even feel it. Normally I am FREEZING outside just smoking a cigarette.

What's good with you buddy?
 
Also been up all night fucking around on the computer. I came across 20mg worth of d-amp pills earlier and took them too late in the day. Needless to say I'm having trouble sleeping, haha.

Managed to get some food in me a little bit ago, I'll probably try and get some rest here in a few. I don't take stims that often so it was a good time even though I sat here and did nothing really.

I did manage to get some laundry done though.

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^LoL!

By some stroke of luck the pharmacy filled my k-pins the morning, so I promptly walked up there and grabbed my precious bottle of 60 1mg k-pins. Tis a wonderful day indeed !
 
kpin and d-amp is awesome! add some sub, gabapentin, and weeds in, and you got yourself quite a nice BDD combo ;)
 
ive yet to try cocaine.
seems weird, but then again being somewhat of a loner is probably partially to blame.
powder coke looks like its not worth even half what it costs....and freebase looks pretty fun for all of about 5 minutes, maybe till you just fiend for more more more...i still am holding true to my "you're never going to buy crack cocaine, if you're gonna try it cook it from powder yourself" commitment.
Benzos+amps is a waste IMO...the benzos just dull the speed high, oxycodone goes well with d-amph though.
i better be able to get methamphetamine again within a month or i'll be a sad llama....not fair to get to try a drug, use it a few times over a 2 day small binge, love it and then gone not able to be acquired.
shit doesn't last long enough though, that and its fiendy as all hell/was redosing every 1-3 hours even when i snorted it the first day...
but i was dosing very conservatively, thats probably why...wasn't dosing high enough i dont think..
 
you've smoked meth, but never had some good coke?? you should come to ATL it's everywhere

nahh man amps and benzos go hand in hand, and personally, i don't like oxycodone and amps, but i fucking love benzos + amps + hyrdocodone or suboxone
 
ive never had cocaine period, because i'm antisocial or whatever.
i got methamphetamine cause i spent more than a year tryin to get it and my MDMA/LSD diggity dog found a hookup for it in the end.
now for the record, i SHOULD have tried cocaine months ago, but the person is/was a fiend bangin the shit and ended up banging what was set aside for me before i could go get it, 3 different times. i've given up pretty much, waste of money anyway the way i see it
or at least i've been told by a friend that snorting cocaine is a waste of time, and that ya gotta bang or cook to base for it to not be too mild, cookin to base would probably be fine with me but it doesn't seem worth it to me when shooting/smoking you gotta redose every 10-20 mins, and the shits expensive as fuck compared to meth seems to me, or at least 35 bucks worth of meth kept me high for 2 days (albeit i wasn't gettin all that high, dosin pretty low/tryin to conserve most of the time)
i mean i dunno if i could do much more than a quarter gram of meth in a night if i wanted to/went all out probably, thats not very much in terms of price, but cocaine i was told by said cokehead i'd get a gram from him, do it all in 2-3 hours then be callin beggin for more...blowing more than 50 bucks worth of drugs that quick? fuck that, i cant afford ot buy drugs even most of the time/only buy drugs maybe once a month generally tops, let alone expensive ass drugs.
that and i guarantee snorting coke aint got shit on smokin glass, smoking gets you so fucking high its ridiculous.
 
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I could go for a stimulant right about now. Klonopin always makes me want coke/crack or d-amp. Would be wonderful right now.

Oh boyyy!
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Yeah, benzos are really bad about this... I've smoked crack probably 20 times in my life, of which all but one or two occasions were benzo-fueled. Nothing like waking up with a hangover, lip burns, and a complete lack of funds.

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I haven't even been back for 24 hrs and I step into this shit. :D
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Lol ;)
 
on some percocets :) tryna get off h.
whenever i take benzos tho, i always seem to not care about how much money i spend/ how clean i was and end up hooking some more h.
makes me so impulsive. i used to fucking love amphetamines (adderall) and never really got anxiety from it but now i do even on low doses, so a small dose of benzos help me with that. but i used to think benzos + amps were a huge waste as well. i try not to take benzos while im on speed but the anxiety kinda leaves me no choice.
anyone else have the same problem? not being able to enjoy amps without a small dose of benzos. wasn't always like that tho

i've been offered a hit of meth from a pipe (never tried it before), and i turned it down..good choice? was pretty tempting tho

i've never tried cocaine either. i have some friends that do it but i heard about the horrible comedowns. i did smoke it on a cigarette before (sprinkled at the tip, wasn't crack). just how some of my friends were doin it...does that even work? I was on hydrocodone so I couldn't tell too much. felt more awake but couldve been placebo. these guys don't really know much about drugs tho, they just do it. not a fan of uppers anymore in general ever since i discovered opiates.
 
leftwing said:
all hell broke loose as soon as you left, man. we're in the process of developing a vendor review thread as well.
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As long as it's in a dedicated forum with the stamp review thread, it should be fine. Ha.

Great to see you as an smod again, man. Congrats on the BDD mod spot, I don't think you had that when I left.

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The problem with the original was that it got out of hand, at least half the OD staffers didn't want to bother with it, and it was basically redundant to what we were trying to do with the other social forums -house social discussion. Obviously the last point is arguably effective, since each forum has their own regulars and "feel."

As long as the OD staffers are cool with it and on top of it, which means reading all the posts, it should be fine. There is precedent for social threads working in focus/druggie forums, it just takes a little extra.

From the bit I've seen of this one, you guys are doing a fine job.

I hope you guys are doing well, especially the ones that were going through troubled times when I left. :)


Props to sekio for owning the shit out of 90% of the threads I click on.
 
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