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Harm Reduction OD Social 2.1 v. "I just dropped my Gucci loafers off to get fixed" - Muv

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Its cool cake :) i just saw it as a lot of emotion towards something that bothrs the shit outa you hehe

^- how in the world does bup fuck people up. I hate bup with a passion partially bc of the severe pain n body stiffness i had wakin every morning when i was on it and that god aweful taste.. Yuck
 
Fml i wish i never took it th dilaudid hardly did crap but ease my pain a bit i miss shooting dilaudid :( but my lif is going in a better direction since quitting last november....

Are you clean cake?
 
You at least got relief from pain! Isn't that the problem that caused you to go to the ER?

I AM clean! Now over 100 days clean! I am on Suboxone. It works well for me :) why didn't subs work for you?
 
Congrats over 100 days!!!!!! :)

No the pain relief was so minimal and it wore off fast:(

Sub made me feel like shit after a ouple moths on it. Woke up in withdraw every morning till i dosed and withdraw is longer n harder than any other opiate i feel sub is best for detoxing and should be a short term treatment of the recovery process.

Aftr a while it took away my personality and made me a zomie. I hated who suboxone turned me into. When on it i just thought i was having bad days but now that im clean i have realize all that subs had effected with me mentally and physically i wish thy had warned me before i di a long term treatment how hard it would be to stop. Its ben since january and i hav paws from sub.
 
Yeah, I wonder why they gave you Dilaudid? I wonder what their reasoning for that was..hmm?

That's awful,regarding the Suboxone, Kayla! I know everyone is different. What was your dosage? I am only taking 1 to 2MG a day. I think its so crazy when people take like 16+MG a day. That's awful, in my opinion. Doctors won't tell you about tapering and how hard it is, either. Its up to the patient to do their homework. I feel bad for you..I hope you feel better! You definitely don't deserve any of this!
 
I heard the nurses talking and its a new e r urgnt car place and they were talkin about how many thu had given out so maye th got a medication sponsor or some contract. I hav never been thre before since its so new and i did not tell them i was on subs before or that i was an addict i har strong will but not that strong lol

Also my doc put me on 8 mg sublingul three times a day he said the reason i get pain is cause my body is butning it off to fast so he upped it and made me tak more often and little did i know he has his own program i order to get off he ups your dose to th highest and takes u off old turky.

I do did not undertand th logic behind that he was fucking retarded so i got myself off cold turky using xanax in the beginig then stopped xanax and now im finally gettig to be normal.

Btw my iphone shatterd so its hard to type now lol so exuse the messy spellig.

Edit- i foud it odd ad luky to get dilaudid for a bak injury but to go home i obly got valium for musles motrin 800 or immf... And 5 500 norco for pain..
 
O and at first i loved sub treatment i had energy happy mood but when tolorane came it turned to hell...
 
Holy shit. 8MG 3x a day? So 24MG?! Did you take that much daily? Holy shit, that's insane! Ever since I took the time to read the Buprenorphine Megathread, I've been well aware that I NEED to be prepared to taper, so I took things into my own hands and I now take 2MG a day..6MG at the absolute maximum!

I bet you're glad to be off the Subs, now. Haha, I have SO many saved up for whenever I may need them, I feel pretty confident about my Suboxone plan ;) my doctor wants me on the program for 2 years! I just started in December 2011.

Yeah, I make it a point to tell the "medical professionals" that I am a Suboxone patient. I just CAN'T lie anymore! Ever since I got clean..it is so painful to lie! I don't know what it is. My inner junkie is fading!
 
Hey babe sorry I nodded off early last night.

I'm having bad cravings 2 get very high. Like a full on nod. :( I can tell today is going to be tough.

not to mention my pain is flared up today I'm at like 8.5/10.
 
How are you doing tri <3 r ya smokin lol

Xcake- yes i was taking 24mg evry day for six months th doctor was fckn retarded....

It was so painful yuck
 
Okay texting. :

Edit- where the fuck r u guys? Is your forum always dead?
 
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FUCK YEAH!

FINALLY prescribed me Xanax. I've tried at least 5 different non benzo meds with NO luck so I politely asked my Sub doctorabout a banzo..he agreed! My script will be in my hands tomorrow. I can't wait to get rid of this anxiety :D
 
I'm not tryin to get fucked up off my xanax, though. I have awful anxiety issues and I know better than to abuse my prescriptions and I already know about the WD's and all that.
 
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