Alright, so should I go ahead? I thought it was gone forever but nope, and the prices aren't ridiculous like years ago. Will I be able to feel it and prevent wd's if I say don't take my 4mg of suboxone a day for 48 hours?
What kind of dosage would that be? I read long ago that 0-tramadol was all opiate and no effexor effects (the difference between the molecule of venlafaxine and tramadol are impossible to distinguish to the untrained eye.) And as someone who is bipolar....slow cycling, but some bad experiences can cause a mixed episode to show up for me, sometimes, it's rare, even a not psychedelic trip will not cause this except for 4-aco-DMT did that twice, only my first experience with it was pleasant, after that it's like telling you to fuck off and get your brains out of its space, figuratively. Once before we identified the Bipolar thing, my psychiatrist tried me on Effexor XR 37.5mg to start with, and a single capsule got my pupils huge like if I had taken more than 1 average street acid hit, I had nausea where I had to take Gravol (dramamine) every 4 hours and the effects of alcohol did absolutely nothing and I was incredibly talkative although with a nasty feeling I associate with all SSRI's/SNRI's, well no Paxil didn't get me that feeling, but it made me go into a 2 week mania in the worst circumstances possible, lost my job, broke up with my girlfriend, left unannounced as she had driven 6 hours with her U-Haul truck just 20 days before to come live with me and I can tell you that Paxil reduced my inhibitions so much that I didn't feel a thing, violence, pain, happiness, all of those things didn't exist and I was an automaton going to work then who tried to sleep with the mere 0.25mg xanax x 4 a day I was given to counter the initial SSRI bad side effects, but once I was out of them, big big trouble.
And the time I was prescribed Tramadol by suggesting to it the ER doctor instead of what she was going to script me, Empracets (30mg codeine/300mg apap), I said, I'd like to give this less addictive thing that just came out and said Tramadol, she looked at me and she said you mean, Tramacet, it's got tylenol in it, there's no tramadol by itself here) and I said sure, whatever. Well just taking 4 37.5/325 Tramacets got me to walk back in a snow storm to the ER, yelling at the nurse that they scripted me poison and they changed it back to Empracets, I was getting that inexplicable Serotonin feeling that isn't pleasant at all, that I felt from Effexor, nortryptiline, Celexa and I think that's it, MDMA and MDA (maybe I had MDME but I wouldn't know) or serotonergic psychedelics don't give me that icky sensation except sometimes on the comedowns, but rarely.
So, I'm wondering, I just want to get rid of Suboxone so bad, this could be the answer, U-47700 when I had it, when I realized it was a Dilaudid like rush when injected, I injected the 100mg I had in 15mg shots and when it was over I didn't want anymore, it did go over the bupe though, which is very strange. I could buy it and just store it and wait until I'm at 2mg, which is an epic struggle, under 4mg it's like i'm in a mini-wd that 2mg does nothing for.
Oh and I'm aware Tramadoi hits a phone book thick list of receptors, ligands and sodium/calcium/potassium channels and things I forgot I know about, it's the dirtiest drug I've read about with Remeron....that stuff hits so much receptors at once it's quite spectacular.
