^ it seems unlikely that dosing only 100mg every two or three days for a couple weeks (so like a total of around 6 or 7 doses?) would cause withdrawal symptoms. However, If you recently kicked an opiate habit then this small amount of use could send you back into withdrawals.
If your o-desmethyltramadol has some tramadol in it then the snri properties could possibly cause some lasting stimulation, but I find it unlikely this would continue for 5 days after your last dose. Exercise may help to alleviate some of the restlessness. I hope you feel better!
Thanks for your response, and your concern, I do feel better today - BUT I dosed last night as I had to sleep to ensure I was fresh this morning for something I had to do. Having said that I didn't feel too bad at all before dosing and I was really after the recreational effects. I don't really notice any stimulation with this, I'm not 100% sure of course but I trust my vendor and I don't think this is adulterated.
I have to say I am quite enamoured of this stuff. It makes me a happier and more sociable person. I dosed 50mg oral at my parents house, typically I find being there a bit stressful, I love them but they have hypocritically high standards, and they're old, a bit boring and a bit stifling, like a lot of parents I suppose, and it's just difficult to relate to them. This chemical made being there easy and at a low dose there is nothing outward for them to notice (other than me being relaxed and happy).
It works so well for my chronic debilitating neck pain. I can get stuff done when I'm on this. And I find it helps in creative thinking. I dabble in digital music, programming synthesisers and so on, and last night I lay in bed working out various different ideas to try; I would imagine sounds and try to work out how to synthesise them and I would come up with nice ideas to try out. Normally my mind is agitated with worries and plain nonsense, I think I'm slightly OCD or something, but I was able to focus without effort and really enjoyed it.
Plus it just feels really nice
I have used alcohol to an unhealthy extent all of my adult life (I'm knocking on 40). I wouldn't call myself an alcoholic, the quantities were never that large - typically a bottle of wine a night - but it's been a daily thing for me, with more or less frequent binges, and lately I've been able to reduce my alcohol intake significantly by using other intoxicants, mainly Methoxetamine but also o-desmethyltramadol. My working theory has been that it's healthier to cut down the alcohol and replace it to some extent with "cleaner" drugs which are less likely to give me serious health problems. In addition to alcohol abuse, bowel cancer runs in my family, which is a concern, as there's a causal relationship. So I am imagining that this drug could fit into some kind of varied dosing schedule.
So what's the downside? As I have only positive things to say about this, I do have the urge to use it more frequently. As an opiate/opioid newbie, I don't really know what my limits are with this. I am concerned about dependence. I'd like to continue using it two or three times a week. Am I setting myself up for a fall? What kinds of limits should I set for myself?
