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Numb

Crow

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You ever have one of those days when you’re just numb?
You can't feel a damn thing
All you really feel is the fresh hollow sphere in your soul
Still crispy from the fire
Stinging like the morning fall wind, in the pit of your gut
Nothing - absolutely nothing felt
You catch yourself staring off, thinking about something, them forgetting what it was
You remain quiet, in fear of hurting others
With numb misinterpreted jesters and words
You just lie there -
Nerves cut, vision tunneled, mind empty, soul in fragments...
Numb
 
Oh yeah I have
I wish I could hug you, you remind me of my brother
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You have plenty of people who love the **** out of you
 
yeah you are def kick ass in my book. even if you are asian.
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Do i really need one of these?
 
The thing that makes those moments bearable is knowing that they will pass.
{{{CROW}}}
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A mystery inside an enigma wrapped in something orange and fuzzy....
"Ed Meese should be ass-fucked by an acid-crazed elk."-Dr. Hunter S. Thompson
"This is what you get,
When you mess with Us."-Radiohead, "Karma Police"
 
And that after they have passed there will still be people around you who love you.
 
Richard, no matter how numb you are at this moment, a time will come when the tingles return and everything will be alright!!!
Remember that you have tons of people who care for you and love you to pieces...
You got my number!!!
 
Not to be repetitive... but yes, it will pass, and there are people around you who love you and will help you through.
{{crow}}
 
(((Crow)))
i wuv you, mucho.
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Goddess
Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love. ~ Leo Buscaglia ~
 
thank you to all who responded. I think this was one of the hardest things for me to post on BL. I was in constant debate with myself over the posting of this. I'm usually not one to talk about such a personal time but I took the risk and I'm very glad I did.
Thank you all
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Love,
Crowe
 
i find that i can say some of the hardest things in this forum. no matter how bad it is, i can say it here, and its ok.
i dont know what's going on in your life right now Crow, but i know one thing from your many other posts... you are strong. you are brave. you have the ability to conquer your fears, your tears. i have had days like this, yes. it really hits home, your words.
if you need anything sweetie, you know where to find me.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"There's a part of me, that i forgot to be. Take a look and see, the light still shines in me." ~~ Milk, Inc.
 
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