nuclear degradation

[Jabberwocky]

Theres a secret saddness in my soul

hindering my actions

punishing me for lifes not yet lived

and choices not of my controll

Coloring everything at times

making me weak

stripping me of my masculinity

Making me made to feel less than anyone should

degredation of self

This shell, this covalent notion

charging me emotionally

nuclear in my reaction

a half life

 

[katmeow]

a half life

That line speaks so much. Great piece of writing... I hope you can find the way out.

 

[RareForm]

^agreed. good stuff man.