gabapentin is one of my favorite chemicals. It is different for everyone some people dont feel much from it and some people love it. It does not produce a significant high for me but it does make me less cynical, have a better outlook on life, more fluent in social situations, more focused and motivated. It basically seems to treat most of the mental health issues I have. Some find it good recreationally and It does produce a buzz as higher doses, but mainly I like to use it therapeutically. I'd give it a try you might like it.