.'nothing'.

[-tears-for-you-]

you seem to only want it.
and you never listen.
last few months, i've put up with so much shit.
even though i was untrue,
you're the only one for me.
i love you.
all i do is cry.
i'm in so much pain.
i really hope i die.
forgivness is what i wasn't looking for.
i need peace.
to maybe close that door.
but, maybe someday we'll be.
i just..can't wait to see.
change, i need.
i live for greed.
i am nothing
without you.
i am nothing
with you.

 

[E-girl]

forgivness is what i wasn't looking for.
i need peace.
to maybe close that door.
closure. it something i spent a lot of time trying to get. time i could have spent doing a lot of other things with my life.
sometimes closure comes when you least expect it, in a way you dont think it will. its a sigh-of-relief feeling, a closing of a door, an end of a chapter of your life... but dont waste your time hoping for it. give the rest of your life a chance.
and i hope you find it.