RareForm
Bluelight Crew
I have been sedated to live in numbness
instead of vivid confusion
but already, I feel like an elephant blumbering
lost towards you.
I'm not familiar with
filling your entire area of space
rather than the corner you allow me but
it sinks in quickly;
tranquilizer dart to the thigh and I become
subdued by the proximity, closeness feeling and
more area around me.
I'd rather collapse in a pool near you,
but the monstrosity of my weight in water
is too much, too much color even in my gray casing.
I've not been sedated
after all,
just dying - sick
of the sadness in seeing you
Drowning underneath
the pools weve established
As our connection.
The water of our words
Squeezed out as I suction it all
to Hoard it,
Storing for better teachers than my age allows.
The elephant too much to control for
All the footsteps my life has taken.
I defy you unmistakably yet by mistake
Still, I worship
as you fire fatally twice.
Killing me for the salt words inside.
instead of vivid confusion
but already, I feel like an elephant blumbering
lost towards you.
I'm not familiar with
filling your entire area of space
rather than the corner you allow me but
it sinks in quickly;
tranquilizer dart to the thigh and I become
subdued by the proximity, closeness feeling and
more area around me.
I'd rather collapse in a pool near you,
but the monstrosity of my weight in water
is too much, too much color even in my gray casing.
I've not been sedated
after all,
just dying - sick
of the sadness in seeing you
Drowning underneath
the pools weve established
As our connection.
The water of our words
Squeezed out as I suction it all
to Hoard it,
Storing for better teachers than my age allows.
The elephant too much to control for
All the footsteps my life has taken.
I defy you unmistakably yet by mistake
Still, I worship
as you fire fatally twice.
Killing me for the salt words inside.
