Colinf1212
Greenlighter
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I never realised it gives such anxiety 
Usually I take benzos before job interviews or alcohol but this time I hadn't slept the night before (stupidly) so had to take uppers otherwise I'd be asleep during the interview.
I was self conscious about how concentrated my eyes were and how my head was moving to look at things way too fast, also kept clenching my jaw. That feeling of paranoia not knowing whether they know you're on stuff or not is the worst lol. The people there were exceptionally cold.
Yeah in the future I'll just stick to benzos and alcohol. I think I actually could've performed this interview better sober than on speed (LOL). Stupid idea doing this but meh the job would've completely ruined what's left of my social life and I've got plenty of interviews with better hours/pay coming up this week. Not too gutted.
Live and let learn eh?
I was going to make a thread about doing speed before an interview on here but unfortunately didn't
Usually I take benzos before job interviews or alcohol but this time I hadn't slept the night before (stupidly) so had to take uppers otherwise I'd be asleep during the interview.
I was self conscious about how concentrated my eyes were and how my head was moving to look at things way too fast, also kept clenching my jaw. That feeling of paranoia not knowing whether they know you're on stuff or not is the worst lol. The people there were exceptionally cold.
Yeah in the future I'll just stick to benzos and alcohol. I think I actually could've performed this interview better sober than on speed (LOL). Stupid idea doing this but meh the job would've completely ruined what's left of my social life and I've got plenty of interviews with better hours/pay coming up this week. Not too gutted.
Live and let learn eh?
I was going to make a thread about doing speed before an interview on here but unfortunately didn't
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