iLoveYouWithaKnife
Bluelighter
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- Mar 30, 2002
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There's this kid I know, that i met when I was 15, in Jersey.
We ended up going out for a bit-
went our seperate ways.
but still, he'll call me every year on my birthday.
...lost my # this year but still wished me well,
twice online today.
is even thinking about driving up here- three hours, just to tell me in person.
And it's been 16 1/2 hours since i've been 22
and i didn't even get a phone call from you.
how fucking thoughtful you are.
And i wish i wan't a girl, like all the rest.
That you have fun with, fucked, then left.
It seems so unfair sometimes,
But what can you do?
And I spent some odd amount of dollars on you...
to keep you from going away-
told you not to worry about paying me back this second.
told you to get back on track.
somehow i think i lost out.... got screwed.
cause all i wanted to do was see your smile-
see your face each morning,
and all you wanted to do, was what you wanted to do... to have fun.
Had a case of corona delivered at three.
best birthday present i could have gotten... besides you.
....ringing my doorbell, knocking at my door saying i love you.
and even now, i still wish you to be here.
-either to tell you to fuck off, or how much i can't live without you... nor want to.
but it doesn't matter.
anyway, you aren't here.
it's my day, my day of birth- it's time for me to make my wish.
only, i'm not ready to deal with the results.
all the pain, all the tears.
I don't think i'm really your girl anymore,
I still wish you the best.
But, i deserve better than you.....
and that, that's my wish.
We ended up going out for a bit-
went our seperate ways.
but still, he'll call me every year on my birthday.
...lost my # this year but still wished me well,
twice online today.
is even thinking about driving up here- three hours, just to tell me in person.
And it's been 16 1/2 hours since i've been 22
and i didn't even get a phone call from you.
how fucking thoughtful you are.
And i wish i wan't a girl, like all the rest.
That you have fun with, fucked, then left.
It seems so unfair sometimes,
But what can you do?
And I spent some odd amount of dollars on you...
to keep you from going away-
told you not to worry about paying me back this second.
told you to get back on track.
somehow i think i lost out.... got screwed.
cause all i wanted to do was see your smile-
see your face each morning,
and all you wanted to do, was what you wanted to do... to have fun.
Had a case of corona delivered at three.
best birthday present i could have gotten... besides you.
....ringing my doorbell, knocking at my door saying i love you.
and even now, i still wish you to be here.
-either to tell you to fuck off, or how much i can't live without you... nor want to.
but it doesn't matter.
anyway, you aren't here.
it's my day, my day of birth- it's time for me to make my wish.
only, i'm not ready to deal with the results.
all the pain, all the tears.
I don't think i'm really your girl anymore,
I still wish you the best.
But, i deserve better than you.....
and that, that's my wish.
