BuckieGoldstein
Bluelighter
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- Dec 23, 2009
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I just finished reading this post:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=527413
And as of tonight, I am finishing my 6th gram of BTH after being denied my oxy prescription I needed something so I got some tar. I HAD NO IDEA that black tar had the ability to fuck up your veins like that. Help me out here and please give me some information on what to do next ... Heres where I'm at ...
My oxy preparations have been stellar. I use micron filtration and store a months supply in media bottles. It looks like medical grade solution, 100% transparent ... it looks cleaner than water.
I also use syringes with the luer-lock tips so that I can switch needles without needing to switch syringes ... so I use large guage needes to prepare / draw into syringe, then swap out with a clean 32 guage 1" needle. the needle is so tiny, it was never obvious that I was shooting oxy (and speed by the way because I dont like nodding). and in over 13 months of IVing oxy AND METH, I had not had a single collapsed vein. Then I started the BTH ... I was preparing it by slicing a little off, dropping it into the spoon, putting in bacteria free water, heating just before boil, mashing scraping, mashing (mixing in speed too) then shooting in the crook of the arm like I always do only after a few days, that side of my arm stopped working so I switched to the right and in less than a week it shut down and I have this HUGE nodule underneath... so I've been unsucessfully trying other veins but its been a bitch because when I hit and draw blood, then start pushing, it burms something fierce and I think it might be "melting?" the vein wall? Because it seems like after only 1 or 2 units, the surrounding flesh starts to swell up just like if I had missed the vein. BUT I can stop, start drawing back and sure enough, I get blood .. so I pushed through the pain several times Im afraid.
I had no idea that black tar could be prepared without impurities. I think I will be better off preparing supplies using media bottles and micro filters like I did with the oxy contin. I'm wondering though, how much water per gram of tar should I use? I'm thinking 100 units (1CC or 1 ML) per gram or maybe 50 units per gram but the less water I use the more that will get wasted in side sticking residue, left over in the micron filter etc.etc. so I think 100 units per gram will be good??? To give you an idea of my tolerance, I bought 3.1 grams of BTH over 1 week ago (about 9 days I think) and I will need a refill tomorrow.
Thank you BL for your harm reduction posts ...
Is there any hope for my arms recovering from this damage? What about these nodules that have shown up? Can I get rid of them? I thought the burning sensation was the speed apparently it was the BTH all along.
:-(
Buck
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=527413
And as of tonight, I am finishing my 6th gram of BTH after being denied my oxy prescription I needed something so I got some tar. I HAD NO IDEA that black tar had the ability to fuck up your veins like that. Help me out here and please give me some information on what to do next ... Heres where I'm at ...
My oxy preparations have been stellar. I use micron filtration and store a months supply in media bottles. It looks like medical grade solution, 100% transparent ... it looks cleaner than water.
I also use syringes with the luer-lock tips so that I can switch needles without needing to switch syringes ... so I use large guage needes to prepare / draw into syringe, then swap out with a clean 32 guage 1" needle. the needle is so tiny, it was never obvious that I was shooting oxy (and speed by the way because I dont like nodding). and in over 13 months of IVing oxy AND METH, I had not had a single collapsed vein. Then I started the BTH ... I was preparing it by slicing a little off, dropping it into the spoon, putting in bacteria free water, heating just before boil, mashing scraping, mashing (mixing in speed too) then shooting in the crook of the arm like I always do only after a few days, that side of my arm stopped working so I switched to the right and in less than a week it shut down and I have this HUGE nodule underneath... so I've been unsucessfully trying other veins but its been a bitch because when I hit and draw blood, then start pushing, it burms something fierce and I think it might be "melting?" the vein wall? Because it seems like after only 1 or 2 units, the surrounding flesh starts to swell up just like if I had missed the vein. BUT I can stop, start drawing back and sure enough, I get blood .. so I pushed through the pain several times Im afraid.
I had no idea that black tar could be prepared without impurities. I think I will be better off preparing supplies using media bottles and micro filters like I did with the oxy contin. I'm wondering though, how much water per gram of tar should I use? I'm thinking 100 units (1CC or 1 ML) per gram or maybe 50 units per gram but the less water I use the more that will get wasted in side sticking residue, left over in the micron filter etc.etc. so I think 100 units per gram will be good??? To give you an idea of my tolerance, I bought 3.1 grams of BTH over 1 week ago (about 9 days I think) and I will need a refill tomorrow.
Thank you BL for your harm reduction posts ...
Is there any hope for my arms recovering from this damage? What about these nodules that have shown up? Can I get rid of them? I thought the burning sensation was the speed apparently it was the BTH all along.
:-(
Buck