Been a while sence ive been on BL. Missed yal a bit. I could of prevented this If i had simply educated myself.
Last night i can very close to becoming another statistic.
I got home very late last night after a very stressful day. When i got home i thought id unwind and calm down by eating two 325\5mg norco. 1 hour later i figure it would be a great idea to snort 0.50mg xanax. 30 min later i was felling nice calm relaxed and basically SUPER HIGH, so i got the high idea to snort 0.25mg More xanax. 15 min after that I was so loaded i could barely keep my eyes open nodding out as if i was on heroin. I figure not a problem I need some sleep anyway. so i turn the tv off n lay down for some zzzzz. within that 5-10 min before I completely fell asleep. I started to dream i was drowning\sufficating. I normaly dont have nightmare or even bad dreams, so i jus tried to wake up to end the horrible dream only to realize that i wasnt dreaming I really was badly sufficating. I had forgot how to breathe. I really didnt think that was possibly seeing as its such a simple thing to do, but it happend. I lay in bed thinking im going to die if i dont resume breathing. I started to twitch and shake all over and ended up convulsing myself out of bed. I fell on the floor and when i impact i opened my eyes and gasped for air at the same time i stopped shaking. I was now on the floor gasping for air, and trying to roll over and sit up. as i sit there i think about what just happend and how horribly scary that was, and how glad i was to consume air once again. I got off the floor slowly, and shuffled to the kitchen to get some coffee. I was no longer sleepy jus sedated. I was afraid to attempt to sleep as i really almost died. i sat up and watch tv for another 8 hours exhausted. i was still scared to sleep but i really didnt have a choice as i kinda jus passed out. to my surprise i woke up after ~9 hours of good needed sleep. jumped on the computer and researched my experance and why. From what I read Opiates and Benzos are not the best combo if you intend to Function. I got the high i thought i wanted but i almost died. I will never mix those two drugs again ever. Thanks for reading, If thread is in wrong location Please relocate. I just had to share. i still cant believe i almost died, even tho i understand why. Peace...
Last night i can very close to becoming another statistic.
I got home very late last night after a very stressful day. When i got home i thought id unwind and calm down by eating two 325\5mg norco. 1 hour later i figure it would be a great idea to snort 0.50mg xanax. 30 min later i was felling nice calm relaxed and basically SUPER HIGH, so i got the high idea to snort 0.25mg More xanax. 15 min after that I was so loaded i could barely keep my eyes open nodding out as if i was on heroin. I figure not a problem I need some sleep anyway. so i turn the tv off n lay down for some zzzzz. within that 5-10 min before I completely fell asleep. I started to dream i was drowning\sufficating. I normaly dont have nightmare or even bad dreams, so i jus tried to wake up to end the horrible dream only to realize that i wasnt dreaming I really was badly sufficating. I had forgot how to breathe. I really didnt think that was possibly seeing as its such a simple thing to do, but it happend. I lay in bed thinking im going to die if i dont resume breathing. I started to twitch and shake all over and ended up convulsing myself out of bed. I fell on the floor and when i impact i opened my eyes and gasped for air at the same time i stopped shaking. I was now on the floor gasping for air, and trying to roll over and sit up. as i sit there i think about what just happend and how horribly scary that was, and how glad i was to consume air once again. I got off the floor slowly, and shuffled to the kitchen to get some coffee. I was no longer sleepy jus sedated. I was afraid to attempt to sleep as i really almost died. i sat up and watch tv for another 8 hours exhausted. i was still scared to sleep but i really didnt have a choice as i kinda jus passed out. to my surprise i woke up after ~9 hours of good needed sleep. jumped on the computer and researched my experance and why. From what I read Opiates and Benzos are not the best combo if you intend to Function. I got the high i thought i wanted but i almost died. I will never mix those two drugs again ever. Thanks for reading, If thread is in wrong location Please relocate. I just had to share. i still cant believe i almost died, even tho i understand why. Peace...