ug I have been alone with the baby all weekend... am not used to such an empty house... no one to talk to ... no one to help w baby.... just me and him.... making me feel depressed.... at least his dad should be back tonight...
well at least I will hopefully be starting a masters program this fall... being a stay at home mom is NOT my cup of tea... I mean it was great for a while and I don't know that I would have been able to breastfeed for the whole year if I had worked but am starting to be over it
I know this one chick who had a rocking career and shit then got married and prego and moved to cali with hubby and now plans on being a stay at home mom.... that is fucking batshit to me but who knows maybe after a year of being with baby she will get an au pair ( I had to google that spelling) and start selling real estate in cali
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ug oh and I applied for and then accepted some 9$ an hour job that I start tomorrow but I am starting to think that maybe it was a bad idea because its a nice job but ... I would rather work in a restaurant in town so because I think that would be more fun and social and potentially more money which would all be good for my summer until I hopefully start school in the fall*
* just have to get registered and stuffffff...........
well at least I will hopefully be starting a masters program this fall... being a stay at home mom is NOT my cup of tea... I mean it was great for a while and I don't know that I would have been able to breastfeed for the whole year if I had worked but am starting to be over it
I know this one chick who had a rocking career and shit then got married and prego and moved to cali with hubby and now plans on being a stay at home mom.... that is fucking batshit to me but who knows maybe after a year of being with baby she will get an au pair ( I had to google that spelling) and start selling real estate in cali
....
ug oh and I applied for and then accepted some 9$ an hour job that I start tomorrow but I am starting to think that maybe it was a bad idea because its a nice job but ... I would rather work in a restaurant in town so because I think that would be more fun and social and potentially more money which would all be good for my summer until I hopefully start school in the fall*
* just have to get registered and stuffffff...........
