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Trying an addicting drug, getting addicted and then being able to stop is a sign of strength, not weakness IMO. It's like having the thing u want the most dangled in ur face all the time and being able to say no. It takes tons of self control. Getting addicted really teaches u about urself and gives u more self control than anything else. Getting clean is like mental training. All ur problems come forward and so do all ur weaknesses. U have to work through them to get through the addiction. I can't say that I regret the fact that I was addicted. I am mentally at a much better place than I was before my addiction. I am not saying that getting addicted is a good thing and people should do it, but once u r there the best way to deal is learning the most about yourself from it. It really is like nothing else at testing ur strength and perseverance.
We all make mistakes and do stupid shit. For some it is trying an addictive drug. What bothers me the most is that out society treats it like a criminal offense. Some people are able to get past their addictions, only to have their lives ruined by a felony on their records from simple possession. They fought a war with themselves only to fight another one with the stigma of a criminal record. Makes me sick that our prisons are filled non violent criminals, many of whom simply got addicted and will be paying for their addictions for the rest of their lives instead of getting their lives together and becoming better people. Makes me want to vomit that drug addiction is treated more negatively than sexual violence or sometimes murder.