Not Again

Weak, hungry, needy, craving, sleepless, shaky, suicidal, empty, lost, disappointed, selfish, destructive, untrustworthy, unemployable, controlled, dead inside, alone.

I don't want to feel like that again.

An intense rush would be pleasurable but after its all gone this is how I'll feel.

Not worth it. Totally not worth it.

 

i am around if you want to chat.

 

Sending lots of love your way

 

I often feel the same... I'm actually feeling pretty low right now. Just keep reminding yourself what you said: after the rush is gone, you'll just go back to feeling the same - if not worse! It's definitely not worth it. Hang in there. Things will get better.