Not able to get an erection after first MDMA use. Pilly Willy anxiety

[japnakamoto]

Around last Wednesday I rolled for my first time on a 130mg dose of MD with a 130 mg redose that followed up around 2 and half hours later. I felt great throughout the duration of the effects, however I experienced some depression for about 2 days after the comedown followed by insomnia. This all stopped until I noticed that I couldn't get a boner on my 3rd day of coming down. I didn't notice any issues with getting an erection or getting to a climax until two days after my comedown. On my 3rd day after taking the md I couldn't get hard at all, I keep panicking over this and I'm getting pretty bad anxiety. It's currently the end of my 3rd day and I'm still experiencing the same issue. Please someone relieve me of some of my frustration and anxiety, I'm really freaking out over this. Will I be okay? Will this pilly willy ever go away? I was also taking 10mg of melatonin to help me sleep each day if that might be the cause. I've never dealt with erectile dysfunction at all like this at the age of 21. Please has anyone had a similar experience?

 

[EntheoDjinn]

Actually for your first time 260mg is a fair old dose. I'm not surprised that you've got a comedown - redosing is reputed to cause a more extreme comedown than a single dose. You've depleted your serotonin quite significantly and the impotence is probably just a consequence of that. It's temporary and I sometimes found it took 3 or 4 days to regain the potency I enjoyed prior to the MDMA experience.

Don't worry - it will be OK. You're not the first to suffer this and you won't be the last. Worrying of course won't help.

 

[japnakamoto]

Thanks man it relieved me of some of my anxiety to hear from someone with an experience with this. Just woke up on my 4th day and still no luck, hoping this is my last day of impotence. It's really worrying mate, as much I try to stop concerning myself over it. The idea keeps wandering back into my thoughts but I'll try to get over thinking about it. I really appreciate the your reply though, it took my anxiety down a couple of levels.

 

[android148]

Give it time. It's also not helping that you are stressed about it. Stress kills erections.

 

[DatLeon]

Hey man! Relax with that, you're gonna be fine if you aren't already.
I had similar symptoms, especially the anxiety and panic attacks - This is not unheard of. Long term comedowns are quite common actually.
And the thing the forums are lacking the most are recovery stories, so here you go, have two at once:

I suffered from such a comedown for about 4 weeks, and I now feel completely back to normal.
Same for an old friend of mine, to quote her: "One month after MDMA I'm the worst. Then it gradually gets better."
Don't give up! You will get through. The forum here has lots of helpful advice.

 

[augustaB]

Not surprised you have trouble after such a huge dose.
My libido disappears for several weeks after rolling. You are young it will come back