Hey bluelight members ,
So i have kinda totally screwed myself , i've been taking 5 mg norflurazepam for over a year . Never thought i would end like this since i have always known never fking take benzo's for long term and yet still i am here (yeah same story goes for everyone i guess) On top of that i have been using kratom intensely for a period of 1/2 years to combat my ghb addiction which helped tremendiously but now totally turned on me (no effect / anxiety/ dizzyness/ zero libido)
Normally i would have acces to suboxone from a friend but he recently passed away unfortunately .
A week ago i thought fuck it i will just buy a bottle of ghb to reduce my kratom intake which works but i just end up using kratom afterwards again and because of long term 24/7 usage my tolerance pretty much skyrockets in one day (its insane i can literally take 15 ml of good quality NA ghb and absolutely never pass out not even combining it with alcohol + benzo's this is how bad it is ) i am most worried however with the benzo and how difficult its going to be . Now i must note i have never had benzo wd's and it will be the first time . Also i don't drink alcohol ! Are there any upsides to be addicted to norflurazepam compared to other benzo's ? How much horror will i go thrue if i taper ? I am just scared and hopeless (depression/anxiety) .
Could use some advice please
Kind regards ,
So i have kinda totally screwed myself , i've been taking 5 mg norflurazepam for over a year . Never thought i would end like this since i have always known never fking take benzo's for long term and yet still i am here (yeah same story goes for everyone i guess) On top of that i have been using kratom intensely for a period of 1/2 years to combat my ghb addiction which helped tremendiously but now totally turned on me (no effect / anxiety/ dizzyness/ zero libido)
Normally i would have acces to suboxone from a friend but he recently passed away unfortunately .
A week ago i thought fuck it i will just buy a bottle of ghb to reduce my kratom intake which works but i just end up using kratom afterwards again and because of long term 24/7 usage my tolerance pretty much skyrockets in one day (its insane i can literally take 15 ml of good quality NA ghb and absolutely never pass out not even combining it with alcohol + benzo's this is how bad it is ) i am most worried however with the benzo and how difficult its going to be . Now i must note i have never had benzo wd's and it will be the first time . Also i don't drink alcohol ! Are there any upsides to be addicted to norflurazepam compared to other benzo's ? How much horror will i go thrue if i taper ? I am just scared and hopeless (depression/anxiety) .
Could use some advice please
Kind regards ,
