I’ve always had adhd/executive function issues, but the meth I’ve been doing for so long has made it so much worse. Now I literally cannot function without high doses of stimulants (probobly much higher than anyone could legally prescribe).
The thing that really worries me about crystal is the neurotoxicity, I don’t wanna destroy my brain. I already have a brain that can’t focus or organize, and if it gets much worse then I’m worried that it will be mentally impossible for me to succeed in life. It’s not like I’m all that smart either, but if I was I’d still have the same problem. Any intelligence that I’ve got is useless to me because I don’t have the ability to actually get anything done.
are there other stimulants that won’t fuck my mind up so bad? I can’t just quit using stimulants because I actually need them to be the person that I’m expected to be.
The thing that really worries me about crystal is the neurotoxicity, I don’t wanna destroy my brain. I already have a brain that can’t focus or organize, and if it gets much worse then I’m worried that it will be mentally impossible for me to succeed in life. It’s not like I’m all that smart either, but if I was I’d still have the same problem. Any intelligence that I’ve got is useless to me because I don’t have the ability to actually get anything done.
are there other stimulants that won’t fuck my mind up so bad? I can’t just quit using stimulants because I actually need them to be the person that I’m expected to be.
