Plesermate
Greenlighter
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Hi,
This is my first post although I have been browsing blue light and the like for years. I apologize if this a redundant thread but have done a lot of searching and my general experience tends to disagree with what I've read. I guess I'm just second guessing my initial thought process on swim's behavior. Swim was prescribed 10 mg ritalin 3 times/day and although they probably would be beneficial if used as prescribed, swim's past indicates that is near impossible. Swim has been known to abuse all sorts of substances, the most devastating being heroin but swim is currently taking Vivitrol injections and it is doing wonders for his heroin/opiate addiction. Back to the initial point of having what someone would consider "no tolerance" but has always seemed to need more of any substance then others. I understand that this could just be his mind playing tricks on him as he is a drug addict, has had years of clean time, and been high as high can be, and equally as low. Swim has taken in the range of 400-500mg of amphetamine/methamphetamine over almost 24 hours, mostly the latter as he has a script. He has been plugging due to the increased bio-availability in the range of 60mg at a time as well as snorting 20mgs periodically. He has eaten well, drank plenty of water, and even fucking slept for a couple hours this morning. He is currently jittery but feels fine, the insane part being he hasn't had much in the way of euphoria at all which is what he is after. Swim has to work overnight and can already tell he is going to want to do more, but is worried because swims logic is distorted, and inheritanly dumb. I guess swim just wants someone to say "yeah I've done that and was fine" as opposed to "go to the er or you'll die". Swims body has been through a lot and found personally that even the crash of stimulants or research chemicals or whatever else is nothing compared to the hell of heroin addiction. Again I want to appologie if I am wording things poorly and hope that I am making some sense, but knows that swim only thinks swim is sharp and that sleep deprivation is maybe the worst thing for a persons judgement. Swim would like to thank everyone for not calling him a retard. He and swim.
PS. Swim actually got a Vivitrol injection today if that changes anything although a doubt anyone could know that. I believe swim to be 28 yo, 200 lb, and 6'4" tall. Swim most recently plugged 60mg generic (the "bad" ones according to the internet the name of the manufacori escapes me) and 20mg of ritalin roughly 40 minutes ago and honestly can't see a difference. Maybe the size of his brain dwindling...
This is my first post although I have been browsing blue light and the like for years. I apologize if this a redundant thread but have done a lot of searching and my general experience tends to disagree with what I've read. I guess I'm just second guessing my initial thought process on swim's behavior. Swim was prescribed 10 mg ritalin 3 times/day and although they probably would be beneficial if used as prescribed, swim's past indicates that is near impossible. Swim has been known to abuse all sorts of substances, the most devastating being heroin but swim is currently taking Vivitrol injections and it is doing wonders for his heroin/opiate addiction. Back to the initial point of having what someone would consider "no tolerance" but has always seemed to need more of any substance then others. I understand that this could just be his mind playing tricks on him as he is a drug addict, has had years of clean time, and been high as high can be, and equally as low. Swim has taken in the range of 400-500mg of amphetamine/methamphetamine over almost 24 hours, mostly the latter as he has a script. He has been plugging due to the increased bio-availability in the range of 60mg at a time as well as snorting 20mgs periodically. He has eaten well, drank plenty of water, and even fucking slept for a couple hours this morning. He is currently jittery but feels fine, the insane part being he hasn't had much in the way of euphoria at all which is what he is after. Swim has to work overnight and can already tell he is going to want to do more, but is worried because swims logic is distorted, and inheritanly dumb. I guess swim just wants someone to say "yeah I've done that and was fine" as opposed to "go to the er or you'll die". Swims body has been through a lot and found personally that even the crash of stimulants or research chemicals or whatever else is nothing compared to the hell of heroin addiction. Again I want to appologie if I am wording things poorly and hope that I am making some sense, but knows that swim only thinks swim is sharp and that sleep deprivation is maybe the worst thing for a persons judgement. Swim would like to thank everyone for not calling him a retard. He and swim.
PS. Swim actually got a Vivitrol injection today if that changes anything although a doubt anyone could know that. I believe swim to be 28 yo, 200 lb, and 6'4" tall. Swim most recently plugged 60mg generic (the "bad" ones according to the internet the name of the manufacori escapes me) and 20mg of ritalin roughly 40 minutes ago and honestly can't see a difference. Maybe the size of his brain dwindling...
