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No Forgiveness ...

BopGirl

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Yet another letter ...
The envelope all worn
How long have you contemplated sending this?
The paper is almost torn

Like most thing in your life
You've left this far too late
You chose that path to follow
What lies ahead - your fate

As I read your letter page by page
The words - I don't comprehend
No effort I use to try and understand
The mistakes you want to amend

At what point do I owe you forgiveness?
Is it something I'm willing to do?
So many questions unanswered ...
For the answers I look to you

Such an act of selfishness ...
When you left us, did you even care?
Were you unprepared for fatherhood?
What drove you to the affair?

A family not exactly well off
Okay, life wasn't grand
But when you left us - so destitute
Is something I'll never understand

Each year you seek my approval
A father you claim you want to be
But you've caused so much pain and anguish
You shall obtain no mercy from me

I've become quite accustomed to seeking help
From others, in your place
And such a terrifying thought -
I'm not afraid to forget your face

For it was you who turned your back ...
You chose to abandon us three
Never once did it cross your mind
How your departure may effect me

So ... I hope you appreciate this letter
Read it well - not too fast
And you will come to the realization
This letter will be my last

xx
 
I've become quite accustomed to seeking help
From others, in your place
And such a terrifying thought -
I'm not afraid to forget your face
forget him, and move on. you seem strong enough to do it.

So ... I hope you appreciate this letter
Read it well - not too fast
And you will come to the realization
This letter will be my last
This seems like something that would be one of the hardest things to get through. But like most things in life, its something that gets a little less hard as the years tick by. You are finally coming to the point in your life where your strength and independence is the strongest -- and your heart is tough when it comes to this person. You know that what has been taken from you a long time ago is not replaceable now by someone who is just a fleeting image of
what a father should be.

i'm proud of you -- for having a kind of courage that is unknown to me.
 
Thanks E-girl :D

He's very much forgotton .. but felt great getting it down on paper!
 
Awesome, seems to people writting it down just spells it out and clarifies what we need to move on.

Outstanding!!
 
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