No euphoria on md ?

[bl0ndiezombie]

Hello guys, I'm new to Bluelight

Been thinking about this for quite long and thought I will ask you for your opinions.

So I've recently tried some MDMA, and each time I had it I had a completely different ''trip''. Usually I would feel like I have no energy at all, really drained out. I would always just relax and listen to music - and it's usually fucking amazing, I love the music, love the person I am with, love the world, and as much as I suffer from anxiety in real world I forget what it is when I'm on it. Once I have blacked out, and just lied there, idk what happened to me.. Was extremely tired then so maybe I just felt asleep.. So pretty much I always lay down and relax and listen to music.
But anyway, about a week or two ago I had some with a close friend of mine, and it was the best roll I have had on it.. I felt so happy, I had a smile on my face all the time, loved the music I literally felt the music inside me, closed my eyes and imagined me dancing.. All the usual MDMA stuff you guys know. I was so full of euphoria that if I was in a club or at rave I would probably be the queen of the dance floor. And I had a really nice and ''fresh'' come down usually I chat so much random shit, see weird things, and feel absolutely drained out.. But that time I felt really good and fresh.

My friend's birthday are coming up and we are going out and me and my friend are planning to get some md again, and the thing is, I want to feel like I have last time, feel the euphoria and the buzz, not sit on a couch in a club and black out or just lay there and feel good but have no energy to stand up and dance.

Could it have to do with something that the one time I was so euphoric I had some coke before and the other times I haven't? I just want to roll like then all the time, and that's the roll that all my friends seem to get when they have it..
Thanks

 

[Erikmen]

I doubt it. It could be because you were simply happier due to other reasons.
We can feel euphorically without necessarily having to take something. Difficult to happen and when it usually does it has something to do with love.
Btw, welcome to BL!

 

[BlueBull]

I suspect this has something to do with dosage. But first of all, are you testing your MDMA with a testkit? In any case, higher doses of MDMA can actually be quite sedating, it isn't as stimulating as people that never tried it think it is. In my experience a normal dose produces what you describe as your last roll, a higher dose produces a more monged out, sedating and couch-locking feeling. Kind of how you describe your first few rolls. Though I never felt really drained of energy I did sometimes have troubles to gather enough energy to move around :D So it could very well be your last roll was a bit lower dosed than your previous ones. What's also possible is that you didn't have enough energy to begin with, because of for instance low blood sugar. Next time try eating a healthy, big and balanced meal beforehand, though leave enough time for your stomach to empty afterwards and when you feel a bit drained try drinking something like gatorade or something with high sugar content, salty snacks also help though you might have troubles eating food

This only applies if you have high quality, unadulterated product of course, hence the testkit. Also: welcome to bluelight indeed!

 

[bl0ndiezombie]

Hmm yeah you might be right! I might have taken a little too much for the first few times.. I usually take same amount as the person I am with, forgetting that I'm really short and tiny and obviously it will affect me more. Thought it could be the coke beforehand as it was quality stuff that always gave me nice buzz
Thanks, will have less tomorrow and see how it goes, hope I will get some nice buzz and actually have fun :D

and no not testing my MD!! maybe I should get myself one of them kits?!

 

[BlueBull]

Yeah you really should, that way you'll see for yourself if what you're taking is in fact MDMA. If you want to use drugs in a responsible way and enjoy them for years to come there really is no other option, apart from sending a sample out for lab analysis, which is also possible but costs more money. There's a lot of harmful substances out there sold as MDMA, I'm not saying this to scare you but you need to be aware of this, injury or death because of dirty drugs are much much more common than injury or death because of MDMA alone. Pure MDMA is pretty harmless when used wisely, some other chemicals sold as MDMA are definitely not. And apart from that you can test it in front of your dealer and avoid being ripped off.

Check out this thread for some basic guidelines on how to use MDMA, you can find dosage guidelines to calculate your dose according to your weight there and links to testkit vendors as well, there's other vendors of course but the ones in that thread are the most used. A testkit is not very expensive, certainly not the dancesafe one's' because you can test like 100 samples with one kit. Have fun!