do you gamble alot??? what are your favorite games(?) and which do you do the best on? have you ever won big on anything? ever lost big???
I am fascinated by gambling,but i know myself. I am-or should be-the definition of the word "junkie. to me,anything is junk.
When i was working and making mad cash-pre car crash-i used to play games at the bar we would all go to after we got done bartending for 8 hours and i'd get hammered and play one of these machines that has a shit load of games and stuff...i bet i wasted a few hundred bucks in 5 years playing shit like blackjack and dice. weird,huh...i wouldn't play any of those games on the machines that you won money on,but i'd throw away money to play it on a machine that just takes your cash. I just know the 1st time i won cash w/ in 6 months i'd be offering $10 blow jobs on a corner downtown. drugs never took me to that point-thank the universe,but something about gambling makes me think i'd become that kind of lesbian-blowin' dudes for gambling money. I've been to narcotics anonymous,alcoholics anonymous and 1 sex addicts anonymous(by far the least helpful-IMO-you can't show up w/ drugs or booze to NA or AA,but how do you leave your johnson or snatch behind??? can't be done-i knew for me it was a string of meaningless,most likely degrading one night stands.)
we have the lottery here too-i'm on the border of 2 states and both have insane -millions of dollars-amounts right now. ppl say-just play every once in a while-like i do-that was then-now they are throwing away thousands every year trying to hit the jackpot...
anything legal is bad news for me-except weed-when it finally becomes legal here. ***crosses fingers and asks the easter bunny,santa and baby jesus to make it so***
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