s'up my loves?? sorry i have been scarce....fucking life!!! I wish I lived in Bl...lol

!!!! just stopping by to say I wish I were high(I'd kill for some herb-been clean over a month-well over a month,so long i obviously can't remember!) and tell you all I love you,miss you and am thinking about you!!!
THANKS to EVERYONE who has pitched in and helped with welcoming out new members lately!!! you have no idea how much you are appreciated!

also-my 2nd anti psychotic regime is almost over-i've tapered down and tonight should be my last dose(i had a bad 6 weeks of repeating manias,most likely due to my personal injuries stress and my family). My new niece is 9 days old and her older sis-almost 4- have both had sinus problems-they had the baby on IV antibiotics and of course I've also been battling a nasty cold and have not even seen her yet and have been distant from my older nice bc it would hurt me greatly to make them sicker-plus my mom's cancer is back-3 tumors,the most dangerous in her liver so all that has added to my absence...if you can-send some love and healing enery my way for my family and myself. it would be great;y appreciated.
anyway-regardless of all that now that my meds are leveling back out i will be around a bit more-just maybe a bit slow or preoccupied so if i don't reply to a post or PM right away-forgive me...I will get back to you. I just wanted you guys to know what was up bc you have become such a big part of my life and I truly love you all.
Thank you for letting me be a part of your lives!!!
Much peace and love........................skillz
