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Nutty nut skin where you from?? You dig your benzo's mate..what are they 1-2 mg bars or 500 pinkies? I only hit them to try sleep after big shard benders...5-6days straight. But i got so good at tweekin i had the shadow men cleaning my house and doung me favours...lol. Fucken shadow men..
 
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Nutty nut skin where you from?? You dig your benzo's mate..what are they 1-2 mg bars or 500 pinkies? I only hit them to try sleep after big shard benders...5-6days straight. But i got so good at tweekin i had the shadow men cleaning my house and doung me favours...lol. Fucken shadow men..
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from nc oritgghinaly but ive lived all over the place. mine are 2mgs and i had 2 tonight. so 4mgs and about 60 oz of pinot grigion and im good :D only thing is tese fukn rollies i got burn out abotu 40 seconds and i still want more toBACCOOOO lol. oh well ohnly 50 cents from the bum i was talking to. :D
 
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there good fun,but benzo and alcohol addiction are two of the heaviest addictions you can get,and im talking independantly..sure you kno what your doing.. Id chew 2 x 2mg bars,chill for an hour,and then smash the pippi( bent glass oil/ incense burner) and its on like donkey kong again..

What else u get up to mate.work? Study? Devo around?
Any hobbies,sport, u hit any other party aids??

Not sure where your town is man..im stuck on a prison island..hidden in the sun for a million years---great southern land(sorry mate,got off track with song lyrics)
how bigs your home town? NC is north carolina?? Didnt michael jordan go to college,or uni there??..
101 questions....lmao
 
no...i had a near fatal car crash 5+ years ago...i had to move back in w/ my parents after being on my own for 12-13 years. i am waiting on medicaid and disability. i WON'T drive and it takes my full xanax dose to rie in a car. i had open heart surgery after being in a coma for almost a month,the surgery cut a nerve and i have a paralyzed vocal chord-can't sing anymore and i rarely pic up one of my guitars bc i am still grieving,and i shattered my right knee and ankle and they hurt constantly bc i've been through opiate w/d twice in this life and i'd rather deal w/ the pain.

so i will be 35 on 9/11 and i live w/ my parents....not by choice.

ii used to have very physical careers....running bars and restaurants,middle management at a bookstore then managing a photo studio. prob was after the accident,my body just can't do what it used to and i ended up losing my bookseller job and my photo manager job. it was just too much-even w/ opiates. so i have gone from social butterfly to hermit. but i have a psychiatrist i have been seeing for 11 years and a new counselor since jan for my PTSD(post traumatic stress disorder).
it was a bad crash and i was awake the whole time. the Dr.s told my parents i wldnt make it through the night but i stabilized after a month and they did heart surgery-2 weeks later was knee ans ankle,then an attempt at fixing my vocal chord. oh well-they said i woukd die-then i'd never walk properly again and then all my food would be pureed and liquids woulds have to be thickened w/ "thick it" for me to swallow. but i showed them all. i do everything they said i wldnt. i still feel it though,the crash into a stopped 18 wheeler on the interstate while i was going 70mph and texting. i'm trying to get back to life. if my medicaid and disability come through i'll be able to have a place of my own and see the dr.s i have needed to see for 5 years.
some of those pics are from my early to mid 20s.

sorry for the novella....
 
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there good fun,but benzo and alcohol addiction are two of the heaviest addictions you can get,and im talking independantly..sure you kno what your doing.. Id chew 2 x 2mg bars,chill for an hour,and then smash the pippi( bent glass oil/ incense burner) and its on like donkey kong again..

What else u get up to mate.work? Study? Devo around?
Any hobbies,sport, u hit any other party aids??

Not sure where your town is man..im stuck on a prison island..hidden in the sun for a million years---great southern land(sorry mate,got off track with song lyrics)
how bigs your home town? NC is north carolina?? Didnt michael jordan go to college,or uni there??..
101 questions....lmao
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i dnot know how big my home towne is i havent lived there since iwas 13 or some shit lol. I lifve in oregon now. I dont do much besides tryh to get by and im basically a fuckn white trash hillbilly who lieks a good time. =D
 
its a blessing for everyone that comes in contact with you.. It could of been so easy for you to take the easy road and give in..dont under estimate or take lightly to what youve over come..i knew its and pieces of your story,but wold never dare ask not knowing you..thank you for opening up and enlightenig me. Im no genios or angle,but if ever you need,or just want a chat,swing me a pm..

Its amzing the people and stories they have that are out there in the world..its a fucken weird,wonderful fucked up place..

Im trying to sort my life as we speak.not a great deal of success in some parts,but baby steps in others.

You looked like a rocker in the photos..they Had personality.You wright songs/ lyrics yourself?hope things come good for u.not going to get u started because im sure your aware of this.. Bt the US has a fucken embarassing health car system.

Do you get some sort of welfare at all due to not being able to work?? I forget how lucky aussies have it.i was born in communist eastern europe,and this is paradise... Id be dead if my parents stayed in Hungary(the homeland) hopeless place for young people..

So skillz ,did you make it to that music festival?? Orit might've been a concert??
 
fucken nutty nuts a gentleman..lol.don well to stay up this late on drink and 4 mg xanny.

joshE---you got anything to make your evening enjoyable?? Fuck, i need a holiday..its good having something to look forward to.

SKILLZ--- im actually about to move back to my old ladies(mums). Shes going awayandmysisters lives there with my niece,so it will help me detox and hopefully get my old self back.. Meth ,when abused hard can change you in a strange way.. I remember reading about this,but it had me good and proper and it took a few big losses for me to realise that ive hit rock bottom..

Oh well,pick yourself up and try it again

Anyoneknow what happened to Ektamine,smackcraft,neighbourhood threat, TOS quiet too..theres a few missing.maybe they had enough of me dribbling shit.
 
Haha i think they might be sleeping man..Yea fucking RDO tomorrow, then HK in 3 weeks..cant wait.

How you doing man? Laying off the shards?
 
oh i am fighting the system alright...and the festival is in 2 weeks. it will be my 6th year. i love to be up in the mountains dancing(sort of) and just let my cares fly away w/ the music. it is physically rough on me but it's the 1 time of year i have some beers and do MDMA,which helps with my leg pain. plus i wear a giant walking boot and ppl let you by and you get a great place to watch a show.

also,i am an open book-you can ask me anything in public. i hope my story reaches ppl and lets them know how precious life is. the year of my accident-6 months to the day i was at Bonnaroo. i am a fighter.i know my limits and i don't push them. it is just the 1 time of year i actually am not afraid to leave my room and let my best friend of 20 years drive us a total of 10+ hours round trip.
i cannot wait. my 1st year there i saw Xavier Rudd on a tiny stage and i danced my ass off. there are some killer acts there this year too.

thanks for your kind words. it always feels good to know i connected w/ someone. and anytime you need to talk-you know where and how to find me.

much peace and love.......................skillz<3
 
joshE--yeah ,i forget there on the otherside of the world...ill have to stay up.

SKILLZ--get loose that day my friend..dont let anything,or anyone stand in your way.. Im jealous you get mdma..Australia has a meth epidemic starting because of the mdma shortage.pills are rubbish,molly is non existant,and if it is its rubbish.. RC are hard to come by. And cut to shit when you do get them.

You get oxys skillz? Morphine? I had a mate jump off 2nd level balcony into a pool,but missed the pool(mephedrone bender) and broke his heels. They actually had to put him on ketamex i think it was.basically human ketamine..i never believed him but then i saw photos,a drip bag with a lock system on it.

Thanks for your support skillz. I appreciate that..get some photos at Bonnaroo, itsoundslike itshould be a town in oz
 
^ Fuck that sucks about your mate Gav...:(

He all good now?

Skillz, I'm gonna hit the sack soon so take care! <3

Thats goes for everyone else too!
 
^later joshE. Enjoy the rdo..still waiting on some fishing photos..lol.

That mates allright.its the 2 boys on the weekend that died thats got me fucked a bit..one has a 5yr old little girl..faaaark.

Goodnight all.

SWIRLZ--you mustverun away on me.take care good looking.talk tomoz( tomorow )
 
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joshE--yeah ,i forget there on the otherside of the world...ill have to stay up.

SKILLZ--get loose that day my friend..dont let anything,or anyone stand in your way.. Im jealous you get mdma..Australia has a meth epidemic starting because of the mdma shortage.pills are rubbish,molly is non existant,and if it is its rubbish.. RC are hard to come by. And cut to shit when you do get them.

You get oxys skillz? Morphine? I had a mate jump off 2nd level balcony into a pool,but missed the pool(mephedrone bender) and broke his heels. They actually had to put him on ketamex i think it was.basically human ketamine..i never believed him but then i saw photos,a drip bag with a lock system on it.

Thanks for your support skillz. I appreciate that..get some photos at Bonnaroo, itsoundslike itshould be a town in oz
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8o OMFG that sounds so painful!!!

I am so glad I don't use 4-mmc.
 
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