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Yeah man, I'll stick with regular benzos or diphenhydramine/promethazine for sleepin'

Anyways, I'm gunna dip out and go for a quick bike ride to the girlfriend's place for the evening, great socializing with y'all and I will catch you guys on the flip side!
 
theotherside said:
Oh those z drugs make me knock out for 12 hours..wake up 4 hours into sleep seeing shit.
The green sticky is bud..good bud :)
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Man... Zolpidem is great, sometimes. It was great when I first started taking it - would have me knocked out in 15 to 45 minutes, which amazed me! (Having a bad case of insomnia and no medicines having done this before, I was impressed.) But now that I've been taking it regularly for a couple of months, the time it takes to knock me out gets longer and longer. Sucks, because I can't sleep without it... It makes me feel fun and loopy for the bit of time between taking and and it finally making me fall asleep, though. Nice feeling during that bit.

I just hate when the shadows come alive and start beckoning me to them... >.>
 
Trust me you will always have an online home here at NMI man...we all come and go(not all of us but many) but everyone comes back in to check in all the time. People start Bluelight here at NMI and most like to come home every once in awhile. We need a guy with your type of personality!
 
Just whenever you log off don't be a stranger ms. muffin....even when you start work you will find that bluelight goes perfect with your night time high. Fun to check in with everyone and see how everyone is doing.

So who has some music on right now? I am listening to some peaceful smooth jazz(don't laugh) of the Rippingtons. Nice and mellow.
 
theotherside said:
Trust me you will always have an online home here at NMI man...we all come and go(not all of us but many) but everyone comes back in to check in all the time. People start Bluelight here at NMI and most like to come home every once in awhile. We need a guy with your type of personality!
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I amssuming you're talking to me... :? im not all there right now lol
 
oh ok thx lol. im not on there anymore, its kinda lame lol. sometimes my ie freezes up this comp SUCKS BALLS.
 
in other news today ive had...

5mgs xanax
24oz of hamms yummm lol
200mgs wellbutrin
80mgs dxm

lol

down to 3mgs of xanax :( saving ti for tomorrow. then ill be high and dry literally. No money, drugs or gas in my car after tomorro. :o

hopefully i dont go into withdrawls after tomorrow. I havnet been sober for a week.
 
nutty- when i start running out of drugs i double the amount of time between every subsequent dose and then the wd doesn't seem so bad. (assuming you are someone who even gets benzo withdrawals.)

TOS- I don't know what i'm going to do. I've got a bunch of suboxone here with me, so it is obviously easier to switch to that. Also I feel like I will have trouble getting my script filled anywhere as all the pharmacies I called today only have the 4mg tablets, not the 8's.
Also, and this is the worst, my doctor wrote me 3 months of scripts all at once, and I filled the first, but it is going to be quite the test whether or not they will fill a CII when the "expires in 30 days is just crossed out and initialed, and the instructions are to fill 2 months of dilaudid at once.

man, my insomnia has been so bad. I'm sleeping like 3 hours a night and waking up at like 5:45 when the sun comes up, I hope you are doing better than me.

I thought I would kill myself last night. I had a fucking billy joel song stuck in my head, plus I couldn't sleep, It's like my personal hell.
 
Oh dear... yes... be careful with those withdrawals. Maybe hold the xanax off or space them out to make it a more gradual slope down or something??

And don't worry, theotherside, I won't make myself scarce. I'll probably fill in the gaps between shifts with eating, sleeping, and researching more stuff on bluelight, so I'll be around. After all, since I'll start making money, I actually might be able to afford all the RCs I've been hearing about lately... ^^


Also, I definitely know how the insomniac thing goes. I can't sleep without medicine, but I think it's silly that I have to FORCE my body to do something that should come as naturally as sleep does with things like pills, you know? It's a natural thing, sleep, so why can I not sleep naturally? (Seriously, before the Zolpidem was prescribed to me, I'd just not sleep. I'd get tired, so I wasn't productive either, and would just lie in bed. Maybe fall asleep for 5 minutes at a time every other hour or so if I was lucky...awful stuff. If my body isn't going to let me do something natural like sleep, I wish it would adapt to where I didn't feel like I NEED to sleep by getting so tired and all...) And, I'm rambling. Sorry! It's cause that loopy part of the Z is hitting me now! :D
 
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Yeah man I would try the switch to subs man if at all possible. I wish I could get on a low dose sub plan myself because I'm so tired of having to go to the doc every month just for norcos.
 
muvolution said:
nutty- when i start running out of drugs i double the amount of time between every subsequent dose and then the wd doesn't seem so bad. (assuming you are someone who even gets benzo withdrawals.)
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I'm rxed them... if i had to i coudl call in, but it would be about 12 days too soon. shhhh
 
My doc makes me come in every month for tests and shit....so annoying. He has been tripping about prescribing xanax with my soma/norco script so I switched to phenazepam. So far it has been working miracles...zero anxiety.
 
I have been using the same bottle of suboxone for nearly 8 months at this point... I have one script for every month since then, so that's... 8 unfilled prescriptions for suboxone.

Tell ya what, make the trip here and you can take one home with you. There is actually a surprising amount of southerners in this little town I moved to. I was really surprised to see "Bama" brand jelly in the supermarket and Taaka vodka in the grocery store.

damn, TOS, you have to go monthly just for norcos? That is actually what originally pushed me over the edge and got me to switch to suboxone. It was really easy to get on it for pain, you should try that out. My kooky psychiatrist actually still writes me sub prescription even though he knows I am back on normal PM - I don't know what he is thinking???

I am going to be ordering some phanazepam and MXE soon, things I really want to get a hold of before they become illegal.
 
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