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NMI Social: RIP BignBrown, Ektamine, and all those before them!

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I think recent occurrences have just sobered things up in here for a bit, and understandably so.

Sorry I wasn't able to chat the other day, nutty! How have you been? I'm sorry I haven't been around here more...started my new job, so I've had less time to hang around, sadly. :(
 
Sup @nutty and @sinmuffin...

I'm going to attend ektamines memorial this Saturday... I'm kinda nervous... but I feel it is the proper thing to do... I have a brother too and a few years ago I almost left him the way ektamine did his...
 
Chemically Insane said:
Sup @nutty and @sinmuffin...

I'm going to attend ektamines memorial this Saturday... I'm kinda nervous... but I feel it is the proper thing to do... I have a brother too and a few years ago I almost left him the way ektamine did his...
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I'm glad someone of the NMI crew can attend. It's just way too far for me and I can't afford to travel that far right now.
 
A little mxe and the "DP - Alive '07" show playing.... =D
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Tomorrow should be interesting, hopefully I remember to come on here. Gonna try some pure mdma for the first time EVA. lol Also got wine cigs and xanax on hand. :D
 
@Chemically Insane... I can understand you being nervous, but you knew ektamine well and I think it'd mean a lot to his family to see how much he meant to us BLers, too. And it's a way that you can show your respects and really get the closure you need.

I just wish I could go and support you/everyone who has been affected by this loss.



@Nuttynutskin: You HAVE to let me know what you think!! Molly is my absolute favorite, so I'd really love to know how you feel about it after giving it a shot. Hope you have a GREAT day tomorrow!!
 
SinisterMuffin said:
@Chemically Insane... I can understand you being nervous, but you knew ektamine well and I think it'd mean a lot to his family to see how much he meant to us BLers, too. And it's a way that you can show your respects and really get the closure you need.

I just wish I could go and support you/everyone who has been affected by this loss.
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I wasn't going to go... I won't know a single person there and am going to have to introduce myself as "chemically insane" to people mourning a loved one / family member who overdosed and explain that I know him from here... but what his brother said about people here knowing him in ways that he and his family did not.... if my brother died and I found out he had a "secret life" or whatever... I would very muuch appreciate talking with them and learning the side of my brother I hadn't known before...


Also, since I'm actually geographically and financially able to go, I feel a responsibility to represent the bluelight community and ensure that his friends and family understand the harm reduction nature of bluelight and also understand how much all of us cared about him

If anyone would like me to speak on their behalf to his family just PM me..
 
I wish I had a job where I could just surf the net. All my previous jobs I had to work my ass off lol.
 
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