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Feeling like shit. Work related hatred.
Undertow & rip tide is pulling me out too far. Time to hold the breath.
Sure hope sleep would come to me naturally more often- jet lagged & tattered from the turbulent flight home..All, strictly metaphorical.
Goodnight friends, time to attempt to get rest to recharge my inards for obligations of tomorrow's work related frustrations.

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TOS--No wucking forries regarding pm..i hadnt been on here a few days and returned to the terrible news..

Was waiting for pm back TOS! - thought id ruffled your feathers (said something out of line to piss u off)

nutty, how have you been mate?? saw some funny/harsh shit at my local pub last nite that u wouldvehad a good giggle at..sitting out on deck surrounded by gardens,bit of a rucuss broke out,a fella threw a schooner at another,or maybe even glassed him,then went too run away ,ran past me and bailed over a hand rail into garden,or so he thought,but it was the stairs to some underground cellar,fucked his ancle and got arrested...lmao.

My mates were having a go at me saying i shouldve tackled him....i could hardly talk,let alone have reflexs like that....
 
Greetings to you too CHEMICALLY INSANE....

Sucks dick that we get fuck all rc's on this secluded island...is that what u had?? I saw the pic but my memories like a siv..

If you talk to TOS laters,,could u let him know,and for yourself too,that skillz's shoulders playing up hell bad,and shes popped her opposing knee out too.
She asked me to mentioni the social so we know she's ok..her oldies are away so shes a bit imobbile..

How u been?? Are u the yachtie???? i talk to much and dont listen/remember on the shaddowy days..
 
Good to hear from you @gavatron, no I didn't get out to watch the boats... but I am going down to ucla to visit my brother and do some sailing with him on the independence day (july 4th usa) weekend...

I've actually been quite productive tho in that I got a bunch of my school registrations and financial aid paperwork alll done and delivered and also took the time this spring to clear a dedicated spot to grow some outdoor herb which I may plant this weekend... the clones anyway... I've got 4 Lemon OG Kush, and a blackberry kush that are about big enough to transplant... then my buddy is bringing me another 10 clones of supposedly similar size... and varois strains... then there's 12 super silver haze seedlings (hopefully mostly female) and a hash plant seed...

And the weasel in the middle is my "Toad"... yes that's her name =D
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aahh,good stuff, now that is being productive...in oz alot of clones struggle to cope with the transfer outdoors..just too harsh..

Ask your mate cloning them to veg them 4-6 weeks for you ,high hrs too,go like 20 or even22 rather than 18and you can induce flowering all year rond as soon as they go outside....plus they're hardier by then... This works down under,but idont know your sunlight hrs...shit,im sure you know what your doing..

You got a fair bit of property ?(land)or u gorilla farming??

We got caught as young tackers by a farmer with 2 x half basketball crt patches growing on his land....we'were carrying 20l pales of nutrient solution out there,heasked what we're doing?? i said a shit... Farmer says 'and what is your mate gonna wipe your ass for u?'he'd already seen them...ha ha..good fun.we were 14 or 15.

Growings a sick hobbie ,especially indoors..clean,convenient,minimal effort..

Whats the growing medium..cocasmulch?? The hashthe broad leafed one??

Ive got my hands in a little venture myself.. U prefer sativas??
 
did u see the footage of oracle fuck out??

Id love to get back on another americas cup build...all top shelf,no expense spared shit...fucken sick money too. Good bit of brotherly bonding sailing little yachts....does end in tears sometimes.(fights))
 
gavatron@oz said:
did u see the footage of oracle fuck out??

Id love to get back on another americas cup build...all top shelf,no expense spared shit...fucken sick money too. Good bit of brotherly bonding sailing little yachts....does end in tears sometimes.(fights))
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We fought tooth and nail when we were younger but now were very close friends... were our only siblings in a very crazy family... we kinnda figured out we need to stick together... he was probably the biggest influence in me cleaning up my act... not that we don't disagree... we do all the time... but its always ok because we can talk it out now...

Someday I'm gonna gett he and I down to the sydney hobart... if I can find a good boat for us to crew on =D

Are you talking about the ac70 flip that snapped the wing/mast whatever you call it on those
 
yeah,it's the 70'cat ,black...gets up and skates on single hull.. Its70' long by 55' beam...

Imagine riding that 30'in the air....

They still run normal dry sails(carbon/kevlar batterns sown into mylar) But Allingi run a rigid composite sail..biggest carbon composite foil shape i the world..bigger than new jumbo 383 wing..in 13 knots breezedoes 33knotts downwind....

Let me know if you do ever come down..ill get u two on a boat...wont be one of the maxis...(95') but that makes it even scarrier..worst 3 days of your life...then you drink rum like a fucken pirate at constitution dock hotel(pub)

gets fucken wild.....

Im getting over excited bout boats again.....

What u studying?
 
Laika said:
Feeling like shit. Work related hatred.
Undertow & rip tide is pulling me out too far. Time to hold the breath.
Sure hope sleep would come to me naturally more often- jet lagged & tattered from the turbulent flight home..All, strictly metaphorical.
Goodnight friends, time to attempt to get rest to recharge my inards for obligations of tomorrow's work related frustrations.

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hold on and go with the tide...let me know if you need to talk-i am always here for you and you know that.


***update...opposing shoulder froze up on me-the one i use for the cane,so i am back to barely walking and once again my parents are gone-that sounds weird bc i am almost 35...lol anyway,i've been rotating ice and heat and working my shoulder. it is getting better buy i am still in pain.sorry i haven't been around. i just wanted to check in and let you know ii am ok...my body just need to be horizontal-for the most part so the muscles can heal.
oh-i also found my plug in vibrator and the shoulder massage is almost as good as...well you know. taking care of myself,but send me your positive energy-healing,peaceful,loving energy how ever you choose to do such things. i really need it. no worries..SKILLZ is tough as nails...i will get through this. i won't accept any other outcome. i am strong and i'll be back on both feet,limping like a pro.

miss you guys and love your guts. laptop next to me so i will be checking in. its just an uncomfy position to type in. but i will rest and then be up and rip-roaring ready to go.

MUCH peace and love..................................skillz=D<3=D
 
skillz....i did write to -CHEM INSANE-to let people know your ok but sore...i rotate the ice and heat too but it usually aggrevates my lighter thumb and wrist a bit,depending how much i twirl the glass...lol.---hope u get a giggle out of that.

I passed out 4 a power nap,now i feel great.had a couple bars,4 cans of bourbon and coke,3 hr sleep and im as fresh as a daisy...

Skillz are you able to get on any steroids to help build your shoulder muscles back up?? Not all have masculinising effects,and even anabolics in low doses wont do that.or perhaps the electric muscle stimulaters as well as the heat.(not the dilly w tje lube that heats up) like the physiotherapy ones.?

Like i said in pm ...i get like this and solve all the problems of the world..hope ur better soon,
 
gavatron@oz said:
skillz....i did write to -CHEM INSANE-to let people know your ok but sore...i rotate the ice and heat too but it usually aggrevates my lighter thumb and wrist a bit,depending how much i twirl the glass...lol.---hope u get a giggle out of that.

I passed out 4 a power nap,now i feel great.had a couple bars,4 cans of bourbon and coke,3 hr sleep and im as fresh as a daisy...

Skillz are you able to get on any steroids to help build your shoulder muscles back up?? Not all have masculinising effects,and even anabolics in low doses wont do that.or perhaps the electric muscle stimulaters as well as the heat.(not the dilly w tje lube that heats up) like the physiotherapy ones.?

Like i said in pm ...i get like this and solve all the problems of the world..hope ur better soon,
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before i left the hospital for a physical therapy rehab institute the gave me megace bc all i cld eat was Boost or Ensure-I had no appetite. it was oral and although they said the side effects would be minimal-and yes my appetite came back hardcore, it made the unnoticeable,thin,blond,short hairs on my chin grow like a mother fucker.
i have been waiting on my medicade and disability for some time now-my case worker said he has all the info now and his part will only take 2 weeks. i have 4 psych evaluations and 1 orthopedic.the orto Dr.said that my mental illness would get me in no problem-my case worker seemed to hint to that as well. as soon as it comes through i am going to an orthopedic ASAP. I have bone putty where i lost bone when my was lost on impact w/ the dashboard. I also have 3 titanium screws in my knee. one Dr. talked of reconstructive surgery-taking out the hardware(screws) and see wtf is popping in the back of my knee. it feels like something catches almost. i asked about a knee replacement and got the same answer my ortho Dr. who did all my knee work when i was in ICU-said i was awful young and would have to be done every 10 years. who gives a fuck. one of my therapists just had one-before she had a cane and was in pain-now she just bee-bops around like she never had a knee prob. i'd rather hv surgery every 10 years and be able to walk. but when i see my new ortho i will ask about a steroid that won't cause me to have a beard. and as for my shoulder-i can feel the knots. i think a massage 1st-then some cortisone. same prob w/ shoulder about a year ago and that is what i got. it was awesome til it wore off. i did get 30 vicodin,but i am not too fond of opiates-not after beating a terrible habit twice in my life. once at 24 the other just before i turned 33. if there is an oral steroid i'll take it. of course if i had a med that required injections i'd be set as far as syringes. prob is,i shoot up my ADD meds too much as it is. it affects me no diff than taking it orally-except a small rush-but i am addicted to the needle.

****HARM REDUCTION:
IF YOU HAVE NEVER USED A NEEDLE TO GET HIGH DON"T.....YOU WON"T MISS WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW-I SWEAR. ONCE YOU CROSS THAT LINE IT IS HARD TO GO BACK. i may shoot up,but that was my bad judgement and now i hv to shoot up everyday.if i have no RX-I shoot water or draw 1 cc of blood and use it in art. it is a wicked mistress the needle. so please-if you haven't shot up...DON't
 
it would be IM injections,23 g needle..but like you said,it does become addictive..the prep ritual.

Nandralone decanate,in small theraputic doses isnt anabolic..winstrol isnt either..hope you get the medicade approved..(im giving bad advice there skillz actually because winstrol/ stanazolol i thinkisa vetenary product...sorry.)

I reckon fuck it,go heavy sustanon non stop,get huge and buy a good razor....

Love u lots skillz..gonna take my niece fishing..makes me feel normal.

See you in couple hours...
 
gavatron@oz said:
nutty, how have you been mate?? saw some funny/harsh shit at my local pub last nite that u wouldvehad a good giggle at..sitting out on deck surrounded by gardens,bit of a rucuss broke out,a fella threw a schooner at another,or maybe even glassed him,then went too run away ,ran past me and bailed over a hand rail into garden,or so he thought,but it was the stairs to some underground cellar,fucked his ancle and got arrested...lmao.

My mates were having a go at me saying i shouldve tackled him....i could hardly talk,let alone have reflexs like that....
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Hey man, that's hilarious.
 
Skillz... Sounds like better days might be ahead, hope you can get your stuff taken care of.
 
I'm getting pretty damn excited for my O-desmethyltramadol to get here. I have been researching it on here for the last couple hours. Looks like it is going to be around 1/4 the strength of morphine. Also, reports of IV use are promising - I'm sure with a micron filter, it will be even better.
Also, tuesday is refill day... Ativan, Dilaudid, and Sonata. I can't wait to do some mixed shots of 4mg dilaudid and 100mg O-Desmethyltramadol. Half-life is 9 hours! I am getting quite excited for this one, obviously.
 
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