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NMI Social: RIP BignBrown, Ektamine, and all those before them!

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But even if you only did it occassionally it's still hard on your body and potentially easy to get addicted to. And for me it could potentially make me manic or psychotic. But I'm not into stims other than caffeine anyways. I don't need drugs to be cracked out. lol
 
Yea, honestly out of all of those I would rather try heroin, but I would probably like it too much lol. I would just snort it tho, and it would have to be good quality.
 
I love Meth :)

Although as CH pointed out, it's defiantly a drug where the term "Moderation" comes into play.
 
FUCK THE QUEEN AND THE DIRTY OLD POMMY MOLES LONG WEEKEMD B'DAY.....

Excuse the rant..,but.

-i wrapped thr 04' around a telephone pole...
-i looked at my car, and i said oh brother....
-i throw it in the gutter,and go buy another...

I fucked out haaaaard.wrote my un insured ute off on sunday night....thatd 20 000 down the fucken girgler...faaark.the black dogs sitting right here with me.havnt been outta bed two days,eating3 bars at a time.plus bourbon,temazepam and diazepam..

First time in my life im thinking about abborting mission...but that would ge the easy way out....

TOS WAS LOOKING FOR EKTAMINE LAST WEEK WITH ME AND I GAVE HIM HIS EMAIL ADDRESS---PLEASE NO ONE TELL ME SOME STUPID NEWS!!
 
I just read previuos page.....im logging off for a bit...thats fuckeddd.i became goodmates with ektamine outside of bl..hope ididnt miss anything that coulemt have prevented this tragedy...rip it up mate...gonna teach ur ass how to surf....im fucken devoed....goodbye alll.............
 
relapse 101-- faaaaark,i may as well enjoy this..hope every one is safe im in the deep end and treading water....why do i turn to tina when im feeling like this.. Its too easy..

I still cant believe whats going on....

I saw smackcraft had asked for all his activity on the board/BL to be deleted..my scottish friend ,i hope all is well,keep up the art..keep looking for the work...and tell your old man if hes not happy with the way the lawn looks ,to go and buy a fucken goat...

Im pretty sure you will no longer be reading posts on this site,but chin up mate,dont let cockheads around gey to you...

THE WORLD IS MADE UP FROM YOUR THOUGHTS!

As long as your happy,fuck everyone else....
 
relapse 101-- faaaaark,i may as well enjoy this..hope every one is safe im in the deep end and treading water....why do i turn to tina when im feeling like this.. Its too easy..

I still cant believe whats going on....

I saw smackcraft had asked for all his activity on the board/BL to be deleted..my scottish friend ,i hope all is well,keep up the art..keep looking for the work...and tell your old man if hes not happy with the way the lawn looks ,to go and buy a fucken goat...

Im pretty sure you will no longer be reading posts on this site,but chin up mate,dont let cockheads around gey to you...

THE WORLD IS MADE UP FROM YOUR THOUGHTS!

As long as your happy,fuck everyone else....
 
*hugs* I don't know what else to say, gavatron. I know this has to be tough on you, too.

Just remember that we're here if you need to let off steam or anything... like others said, just take care of yourself, too, okay?
 
Ektamine was always the one that would pick me up out of the gutter...

If i walked passed him in the street,apart from my sometimes awkward 'hello',i wouldnt have known him from a bar of soap...yet he offered me more support,friendship and an ear to chew off(listen to my rants) than friends,or so called friends ive had for decades..

Wish Bluelight as a community could have done more to help..wish you all the best in what i hope is a happier place... Look out for eachother people....dont be shy to ask if theres ever something wrong...

SINNISTERMUFFIN--thank you kindly for your support.take care.
 
Well I finally did it, I finally ran out of my prescription. The good news is that this will give my arm some time to heal.

Bad news: the 2 dilaudid prescriptions I sent in to my Insurance's Online Pharmacy seem to have been lost in the mail and never received. fuckin woo-hoo.
 
Yeah, I told my doctor that when he was writing them (he gave me 3 scripts for dilaudid all at once so I wouldn't have to come back for 3 months) and he told me it was fine.

He even crossed out the thing that says valid for 30 days and signed it with an extension to 180 days. I didn't think you could do any of that shit.

I know better than to send that off, too. It is just nearly an hour and a half @ like 60mph to get to the nearest pharmacy... last time I picked up my prescription, I had to drive 2 hours because the closest place didn't have it. Fucking crazy, man.

I'd be a rich man if I opened a pharmacy here. Owning a pharmacy, though, would be suicide for me.
 
Well I finally did it, I finally ran out of my prescription. The good news is that this will give my arm some time to heal.

Bad news: the 2 dilaudid prescriptions I sent in to my Insurance's Online Pharmacy seem to have been lost in the mail and never received. fuckin woo-hoo.

I would have just faxed them a copy so you can keep the original. :) Sorry to hear about the lost prescriptions, that blows.
 
man, you are so fucking smart.

I remember stuffing them into the envelope like a month ago, and just thinking "wtf do I do if something goes wrong?"

should've gone with that feeling.

luckily (I count myself very lucky for this btw) I e-mailed my doctor today and he called me back @ 7:00pm - that's 3 hours after they close! What a stand-up guy. I certainly wasn't expecting a call that promptly so my phone went straight to voice-mail, but I know that when I call him tomorrow AM, he will do everything he can to make sure I get my peals.

He's truly a great doctor, which is why he has a signed 18" x 24" of this hanging in his office:

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man, I'm such a fucking narcissist about my skating. Gotta work on that.
 
Wow, your doctor sounds super awesome! Crazy that you don't have a pharmacy nearby... even in the "po-dunk" town I lived in growing up, with a population of less than 5,000, had a couple of pharmacies.
 
man, you are so fucking smart.

I remember stuffing them into the envelope like a month ago, and just thinking "wtf do I do if something goes wrong?"

should've gone with that feeling.

luckily (I count myself very lucky for this btw) I e-mailed my doctor today and he called me back @ 7:00pm - that's 3 hours after they close! What a stand-up guy. I certainly wasn't expecting a call that promptly so my phone went straight to voice-mail, but I know that when I call him tomorrow AM, he will do everything he can to make sure I get my peals.

He's truly a great doctor, which is why he has a signed 18" x 24" of this hanging in his office:

NSFW:
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man, I'm such a fucking narcissist about my skating. Gotta work on that.

Hey at least you have something worth being narcissistic about! :) Awesome pic by the way.
 
haha, thanks CH.

My town... 300 people. It might swell to 800 in the summer.

There is another town that you have to drive through this town to get to, and they don't have a pharmacy either, plus like 3-400 households in the area between towns... I figure my pharmacy would have a customer base of about 3,000 people, and considering there are a shitload of old folks here, and most people over 60 take 4 or more prescriptions/ day, I would say it's time to go into business, put my feet up, and watch that Medicare/ Medicaid money roll in.
 
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