n3wt
Bluelighter
So, for the last few years I've had a pretty big physical addiction to alcohol. It never really caused me any problems, and I wasn't interested in quitting, but the fact was I was drinking most nights, and the nights I wasn't drinking I wished I was. Drinking to relax, drinking to have a good time, or just sitting around at home drinking for no particular reason.
That all changed about a month ago. I dosed dxm twice on my days off, first at 350mg and the second time at 750mg. On the second dose I had a fantastic out of body trip that really blew my expectations out of the water, but that's not really the point.
I had no desire to drink for the first few days after the trip, which I chalked up to the dxm hangover. But this lack of desire continued. I've had a few beers with friends in the mean time, but what I've had this month probably amounts to what I'd normally consume in a night or two. The desire to drink is just gone, I can't explain it. The effects are still there, same as ever as far as I can tell, but unless I'm put in a situation where there is alcohol, drinking is the furthest thing from my mind.
I've read a bit of scant research on the use of NMDA Antagonists as treatments for substance abuse in the time since, looking for an explanation as to what's happened, but all I can really say is I'm glad it did.
I could get drunk again if I wanted to, but for the time being at least, I don't seem to want to at all.
Anyone else have experience with this?
That all changed about a month ago. I dosed dxm twice on my days off, first at 350mg and the second time at 750mg. On the second dose I had a fantastic out of body trip that really blew my expectations out of the water, but that's not really the point.
I had no desire to drink for the first few days after the trip, which I chalked up to the dxm hangover. But this lack of desire continued. I've had a few beers with friends in the mean time, but what I've had this month probably amounts to what I'd normally consume in a night or two. The desire to drink is just gone, I can't explain it. The effects are still there, same as ever as far as I can tell, but unless I'm put in a situation where there is alcohol, drinking is the furthest thing from my mind.
I've read a bit of scant research on the use of NMDA Antagonists as treatments for substance abuse in the time since, looking for an explanation as to what's happened, but all I can really say is I'm glad it did.
I could get drunk again if I wanted to, but for the time being at least, I don't seem to want to at all.
Anyone else have experience with this?
