shauna
Bluelighter
Nitrous - First time
I remember trying to hold in the nitrous untill I slipped away to that other plane..
My eyes were closed and I was surrounded by darkness. In the far off distance there looked like there was a speck of light. The light was scattered and metallic looking - like the tip of a orange sparkler.
Then the sparkler light kept coming closer to me.. All of the sudden it was upon me and it felt like it went within me- like my existence crossed with it.
Everything felt like it was vibrating.. Suddenly I felt like I was the sparkler. I felt like I was the tiniest particle of being imaginable- and I could see all the other particles around me..
We were all vibrating- extremely fast.. I was washed in red and orange auras.. The refidgerator in the background sounded huge.. I could hear it humming too..
Things started to go back to just a black darkness. In the distance it looked like I could see a far off window shaped like a D. It looked like a smile. Inside the smile were lots of psychedelic rainbow colors.. they were coming closer to me and then they started to multiply..
Then I realized that this window was actually my smiling mouth.. And I was looking out at the world from within myself..
Guess that's because my lips were numb- so this is the only part of the body I was aware of..
Slowly I came to- but it felt like ages.. hehe mebbe the weed was partly to blame..
This was almost scary.. Just because it messes you up so quickly! I won't be doing this very often.. but thought I would share it with you.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
I remember trying to hold in the nitrous untill I slipped away to that other plane..
My eyes were closed and I was surrounded by darkness. In the far off distance there looked like there was a speck of light. The light was scattered and metallic looking - like the tip of a orange sparkler.
Then the sparkler light kept coming closer to me.. All of the sudden it was upon me and it felt like it went within me- like my existence crossed with it.
Everything felt like it was vibrating.. Suddenly I felt like I was the sparkler. I felt like I was the tiniest particle of being imaginable- and I could see all the other particles around me..
We were all vibrating- extremely fast.. I was washed in red and orange auras.. The refidgerator in the background sounded huge.. I could hear it humming too..
Things started to go back to just a black darkness. In the distance it looked like I could see a far off window shaped like a D. It looked like a smile. Inside the smile were lots of psychedelic rainbow colors.. they were coming closer to me and then they started to multiply..
Then I realized that this window was actually my smiling mouth.. And I was looking out at the world from within myself..
Guess that's because my lips were numb- so this is the only part of the body I was aware of..
Slowly I came to- but it felt like ages.. hehe mebbe the weed was partly to blame..
This was almost scary.. Just because it messes you up so quickly! I won't be doing this very often.. but thought I would share it with you.
[Added paragraphs -Splatt]
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