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Nick with a quick update on My life

Nicklazz

Nicklazz

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Hell feels like been years I have logged on to bluelight. But it aint. I miss u all and EADD. Life turned around for me, im going to be a dad in under 2 month! Its so Lovely. And im completely out of My benzo additiction, after 5 years Daily use I am finally out. And im not using other drugs and I rarely drink anymore (old alcoholic).

But I started using prohormones but I Will stop doing it as soon My baby girl is here, in this fantastic world. People Who know me on here or checked the 3 last mdpv threads etc know I have been very low and fighted for My life and My mind. I have lost it so many times, but im still here and im staying! I hope u all are good and I Will try login some more. All the best to ya all, EADD <3
 
Great to hear you are doing well with your health, and massive congratulations about your soon to be parenthood!

All the best man!
 
Congratulations mate, well done on all fronts! Fantastic news about your imminent fatherhood (though you won't think it's so fantastic after being woken up by a blarting, demanding, shit & puke factory night after fuckin night ;) ).

Nice to hear some positive vibes around these parts again.
 
A massive well done for sorting your shit out, Nick. You're gonna love fatherhood, once you get over the whole running on half an hour's sleep thing, of course....
 
Really glad to hear things have turned around and are looking up for you, man. I know things were really shite for a good while there!

It's quite the achievement to kick the benzos and reduce the alcohol intake. It must have been quite a tough taper - that should give a bit of hope to others struggling with that right now.

Congratulations on the babbr, too. I hope everything continues to get better :)
 
We have never conversed dude but i have read a lot about your battles etc and its great that you are in such a good place now. Best of Luck :)
 
Ah this is great stuff to hear. Nice work dude, best of luck for the whole parenthood malarkey too! :D
 
Thanks to ya all <3
Means a lot to me u guys give me credit for my changes in life. It have been a very hard benzo taper and Was on the edge of given up sometimes but I Came out on the other side. I love how it feels to be clean and can function that way.

I cant wait to be a dad, I know its going be a big challenge but I will go with it 100% :).

I hope it goes well for all of you, EADD have helped me a lot and is a great forum with lovely people.

Big love to ya all from Nick <3
 
Thanks guys! <3

Yea me2 SHM, been times in the past it Was too close for me. I am one lucky fellah to have the life that I have now.

Its a little girl, just saw her today on the screen-scan she weight about 2300 kg at the moment :D
40 days left plus minus
 
babies are big life changers too! nothing can really prepare one for that event, but im telling you its quite nice to be a dad. even though there are times that you wish you could just leave home for a couple of days just to get back some sleep.

cheers for the good news on your life!
 
Thanks guys <3.
I really cant wait Much more :D.

I hope u all allso have some good going in your lifes, Nick wants u to be happyyyy :)
 
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